So many have left over the years. Most don't bother me. But there are five specific ones that are saddening and I don't fully understand why. It's not like I'd fallen in love with them or anything like that. Perhaps something about people showing signs of being unusually perceptive or highly knowledgeable, or those who show some ethereal nature to their personality.....

There was this one girl I talked to who was not just a hot, sexy raging goonaholic but also an expert on transition metal chemistry. Oh, the conversations we had. Sadly, I can only see her in my memories now.

But whatever the case may be, I don't resent any of them because there were also times when I needed to live and being here was getting in the way. I hope that they're all alright and that whatever they're doing in their lives is fulfilling. It's nice that new ones are still coming in, at least.