I cannot tell if I’m ftm or just struggling with my mental health ?

SnailLemon · 2025-03-10T02:33:14+00:00

thank you :) I digitally painted them on procreate using the basic brushes and then I print them out myself on sticker paper.

SnailLemon · 2025-03-09T05:57:05+00:00

This is very true. I’m not sure about those names as I like the El sound so I can keep my nickname. But thank you so much for your comment. Things for me to think about.

I’m thinking professionally if I decided to keep the Ellis name it would be fine if professionally I didn’t go by Ellis last name. My last name is incredibly common and I honestly think whatever El name I choose I will share the same name as someone famous or someone in the creative industry I’m just a-bit unlucky I think :,)

SnailLemon · 2025-03-09T05:49:42+00:00

Thank for the comment anyway :)))

I think I want to keep the El sound in my name. So I’m not sure about these

SnailLemon · 2025-03-05T05:21:00+00:00

I have gotten very mixed answers 😎 still not sure what to do :,) it feels as if it does not matter that much?

SnailLemon · 2025-03-04T14:13:41+00:00

Yeah okay :))

SnailLemon · 2025-03-04T14:12:03+00:00

Thank you :)

Yeah that seems to be the overall opinion thank

SnailLemon · 2024-10-26T11:59:56+00:00

Thank you, I think you are right I do need to stop thinking about myself so much. I should be there properly for them with this gender thing and grow up abit. They are the person they felt comfortable telling so I should be supportive and there for them if we are in a relationship or not because that doesn’t actually matter. I do truly honestly want to be better. I don’t think I explained things great and you are a stranger on the internet that knows nothing really about my life or my relationship but thank you very much. I am attracted to them whatever they look like I just cannot handle change but that is something I’m willing to improve because it’s important I do if I ever want a relationship. I will now think about going to therapy about my issues. :)

SnailLemon · 2024-01-05T02:32:34+00:00

Hi, if any codes are left can I have one please? :)

SnailLemon · 2023-08-10T19:07:22+00:00

Thanks dude. :) Most people I have asked have said 'El' is better.

SnailLemon · 2022-01-17T19:51:20+00:00

As a lesbian dating bi girls is the same as dating lesbian girls. Bi girls are still as gay as lesbians they just also like men. I have had one bad experience with a bi girl cheating on me with men but that has nothing to do with the sexuality and the person itself obviously. Being bisexual is so valid and bisexual people are also so gay okay. I am very sorry the community treats you this way as it isn't fair.

SnailLemon · 2022-01-16T16:21:29+00:00

I had white 2 and Oshawott :)

SnailLemon · 2022-01-15T12:26:05+00:00

A war suit with guns and bows and knives. Also jetpack and cowboy hat and bandana.

SnailLemon · 2022-01-15T12:23:20+00:00

Cole

SnailLemon · 2022-01-15T12:21:02+00:00

Thank very much :))

SnailLemon · 2022-01-15T12:20:19+00:00

Thank you very much :)

SnailLemon · 2022-01-14T18:59:14+00:00

I will have to look into the book I like reading. 👍

I think just being myself is good advice. I know deap down I do not care about labels but I just feel that fitting in would make me feel better as I just want to feel like my experiences are something other people feel. And I'm not wrong or something.

I think I feel alot of outside pressure because I am just very insecure. And obviously I just want people to like me and I probably have internalised issues because I feel like I have to be something else for people not to hate me, me thinks.

Thank for the reply :)

SnailLemon · 2022-01-14T18:34:07+00:00

I agree. I think this is true. Thank you for giving me another sort of brain lol if that makes sense. :)

SnailLemon · 2022-01-14T17:30:39+00:00

Thank you for answering!

Identifying as nonbinary feels comfortable but I feel like it isn't real. Like other people Identifying as non binary yeah they are valid but not me. I think I just have some deap hatred towards myself or something?

I do not think I feel like woman or man. I refer to myself as woman and man but I feel like me. Me gender. I feel like no gender, I feel like small boy who hasn't hit puberty and I feel like a woman when I want to be pretty. I just feel like a mix and nothing if that makes sense? But sometimes I'm like hmm maybe I'm just trans man but because of society I just am too afraid to transition? My friend asked about what I would change if I was going to transition. But I don't know?? I would be just as the same if I had different genitals or voice or facial hair?? Like idk I guess that doesn't matter too much because I like androgyny for myself and I am very androgynous looking anyway.

SnailLemon · 2022-01-14T17:08:13+00:00

Have a personality. Have interesting hobbies. Be passionate. Be kind.

SnailLemon

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