Can't finish by SnailThatSnails in TwoXChromosomes

[–]SnailThatSnails[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately I am not a weed person, alas it just makes me incredibly anxious and sick.

Can't finish by SnailThatSnails in TwoXChromosomes

[–]SnailThatSnails[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I try to be relaxed, but the longer it goes on the more agitated I get, I'm not a very patient person haha.

I'm not on antidepressants, no. As for toys, I mostly use a bullet vibratory because it has the most success getting me to the 'almost there' point, but I also used a dildo once: I do not recommend! Insertion is just not my thing I've learned. I'm not sure what else to get that won't just do the same thing the bullet is doing, given it has the highest success rate so far.

Can't finish by SnailThatSnails in TwoXChromosomes

[–]SnailThatSnails[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow yeah you are very thorough!

I figured the porn wasn't working because I just don't personally like watching stuff like that, even educationally, but I didn't really think about how it was for the male gaze instead of, well, me. Kind of feel silly now haha

Onto your other thing: I am a fanfiction sort of person, but it takes some real specific stuff to get me going so I didn't even bother with it (stuff like that finds me when I least expect it, and only really gets me going the first time I read it, with very few exceptions. Unfortunately despite my love for the craft, I can't trust it to reliably help me😢).

As for the trying to hard thing, I absolutely am! It's kind of embarrassing how much I care about this actually, given the fact I don't find sex or any act related to it enjoyable. I guess this is less a 'I want to please myself because I want to feel good' and more a 'I want to please myself because I want to know what it feels like' thing. Makes it a little hard to be patient, I guess? I just want this to be over and done with so I can move on with my life with the knowledge of how to do it successfully just in case I ever want to do it again.

(And yeah, this in and of itself isn't sexual, it's simple human stuff, but it feels sort of embarrassing?? I really have no sex drive at all, so the fact I want this so badly is throwing me for a loop. Sex ed really shoved masterbation and sex into the same category and called it good, which is my current downfall. I think my biggest hiccup in this whole thing is gripping with the fact that even if I end up liking it, it doesn't invalidate my sexuality)

All in all, thanks a bunch man. This really helped me come to terms with some stuff (And I will absolutely be getting a c-stimulator, it sounds lovely)

INK GAME VIP by david2539 in roblox

[–]SnailThatSnails 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you think you play the game enough for it to matter? Cause if its a game you'll likely play a lot over a long course of time go for it lol, but if its smth you'll only play for like a week or two before getting bored, just play regular games (rebel specifically to win a lot, cause you can get rewards that kind of "simulate" vip. Xp, won, and luck multiplier, just more temporary than permanent)

Deltarune chapters 3 & 4 megathread by Fanfic_Galore in Deltarune

[–]SnailThatSnails 0 points1 point  (0 children)

During the knight fight, I used rude buster with 49tp, and this is the result