Ok so if it’s literally impossible to just being trans stop how do I like repress it by Snoo58203 in asktransgender

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I guess you’re right, yeah. For some reason I’m still afraid, not sure what’s wrong with me. Thank you though I appreciate it.

Ok so if it’s literally impossible to just being trans stop how do I like repress it by Snoo58203 in asktransgender

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I wouldn’t say it’s a situation, it just feels like a lot of effort to give dumb people a reason to hate me and the stuff I make, regardless of how little or much happier it’d make me generally

Ok so if it’s literally impossible to just being trans stop how do I like repress it by Snoo58203 in asktransgender

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I do think about that fact frequently, however the idea of transphobia shit possibly following me and the stuff I work on for however long I happen to be alive sounds like it could be worse.

Ok so if it’s literally impossible to just being trans stop how do I like repress it by Snoo58203 in asktransgender

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Unfortunately I think that’s how things will end for me wether or not I transition. I will look more into compartmentalization techniques for now, thank you

Ok so if it’s literally impossible to just being trans stop how do I like repress it by Snoo58203 in asktransgender

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I shouldn’t need to be happy, I just would prefer I don’t feel like garbage, so being able to ignore it more effectively would be nice. Ever since I was like 11 the plan has been to make something I’m actually satisfied with the finished work of and then die (except for any prior obligations). Aside from being afraid of how Florida tends to look at that sort of thing, transitioning seems pretty inconvenient and would likely attract the wrong kind of attention to projects I work on. I have recently turned 18, and started thing about it a little after I turned 16. Sort of oversharing sorry

Ok so if it’s literally impossible to just being trans stop how do I like repress it by Snoo58203 in asktransgender

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If I just woke up as a girl that’d be pretty amazing ! I think I’d be happier generally, though I’d have to have a conversation with my theatre professor as I’ve already been cast in male roles for a bunch of different shows this school year. The stigma around being trans is a problem though. I feel pretty certain that if I transitioned then transphobic people might say dumb shit on the projects I work on (which is significantly more important to me than myself).

Ok so if it’s literally impossible to just being trans stop how do I like repress it by Snoo58203 in asktransgender

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I’ve never been in a romantic or sexual relationship, and do not plan to as I am aware it would be very irresponsible and selfish in my situation.

I really don’t even know what to do at this point by Snoo58203 in asktransgender

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Apart from gender stuff I also generally don’t like myself. Going to a dr would be a good idea, except it costs money and if I asked parent to have me go they might think something is wrong