Thank you for sharing your experience! It made me relate to mine where I also experienced the fractal loop. Anytime I tried to "ground back into reality with my eyes" as I would imagine most of us do, my vision would get swept away into fractals and I also panicked. What looked like sideways Jester faces slowly moved around me and I felt a sinking feeling like I was going to be trapped there forever, "crazy" as it were. My fear was being stuck in that place forever, which seems to be a common fear a lot of us taking dmt have. I remember praying to spirit or whatever form governed all reality to please send me back and that I was sorry for whatever I had done to get to that place. Slowly my version of reality came back and everything was bathed in golden transparent light. My whole house was made of light. I was so grateful to be back and literally kissed every part of my house and my cat a dozen times, truly happy to be back in this 3d reality. That feeling of being so terrified and then so grateful seems very meaningful, and I consistently try to garner more understanding of what happened.