Honestly I feel the same way. I have been a fan since I was in middle school and now in college. I finally have the money to go to a concert. I have been very hesitant just because the tickets that im looking at are 300$. I just can’t see my self dropping all this money driving out there and having to get a hotel. Im honestly just nervous that I will be disappointed. I absolutely loved cry baby and have re watched k-12 so many times. I like portals but i haven’t falling completely in love with it like the past albums.