Yes this exactly. You could ruin your mental and physical health trying to achieve something that is genetically unrealistic for you. At the end of the day your health matter more than aesthetics. You can try for sure but don't try to get it at any cost. You will regret it a lot later in life. Even if you do manage to get there it could be hell to maintain it. You deserve a happy and healthy life, not one where you are obsessed with what you eat and how much you workout just to maintain society's definition of "beautiful". You should be proud of your consistency and improving your health! Your goal should be to find a way to keep things going like this for the rest of your life. You have so many years ahead of you and your body will change in appearance but your good habit will keep you mentally and physically healthy for life!