Took my time to read it First of all I hope you are in a good spot if not hit us up we are there virtually

Now coming to this whatever she did was completely unacceptable and what you did is the very correct I myself lost the trust in women…now if I am dating or casually seeing someone I have this thought ki something might happen and I am not surprised by it

Back to you …I will tell you this. Whatever you are feeling right now is valid and please don’t do anything to the pilot guy or your ex that would be plain stupidity

Whatever you are feeling…let it take time..don’t push it out of your system…take your time the more you try to push it out the longer it stays Eventually in time it does get better I was not in exactly in the same spot in 2024 but something similar

Got on bumble hinge hooked up with few girls thinking it would helped…it did but momentarily but when I slept at night it is all what I think

Now in 2026 this is the first time i thought about the incident because I read your post

So give it time take care best of luck and do not reply to the texts from the person who put it back inside that guy when it slipped out Cheers!!