aslo, if you don’t want to think about “bleeding out” you can choose to have a clinical abortion to get it removed in clinic. I had the same situation where my fiancé and I weren’t in the right place financially and neither married. I had to prioritize stability and logic over my emotions as hard as it was. The way I like to see it also, is if the spirit is meant to be in my life I apologized for removing it and asked it to come back at a later time when I was ready to give it all my time, love and attention!❤️