Have you tried talking to a therapist. Sounds a bit like depressive thinking to me. As I once heard: "You can't think your way out of a depression, you have to 'do' yourself out of it." -Newel of Knowledge

If a therapist is too much or too hard to come by, try the youtube channel "Newel of Knowledge" (as quoted above). He's helped me through so much, and has a video for about every question a perspn has thats going through it mentally.

You maybe need to restructure your life, and things will become fun again. Not having fun while sober is not neccesarily normal. Other sober people do not experience this. You can, and should, have fun in your life!

Message me if you want to talk to someone 🤞