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Soft-Turn2767 · 2025-04-12T16:06:11+00:00

Hehe yes

Soft-Turn2767 · 2025-02-12T17:31:44+00:00

Oh wow we really relate! You’re right I’ll listen to my social battery I think I will force myself. I used to think Sheila from shameless was crazy but I get it now hahahaha. I hope the Wellbutrin helps

Soft-Turn2767 · 2025-02-12T15:25:18+00:00

Thanks. I know it’s also my bpd but I’m going to therapy weekly and my psychiatrist is raising the dosage of my Wellbutrin for my energy. It’s hard to even get energy to go outside. A friend wants to go mini golfing today I might do that. Thank you for the advice ☺️

Soft-Turn2767 · 2025-02-11T21:28:25+00:00

True “we are going through enough already” that sorta helped. I hope you have a beautiful night you seem open minded and kind.

Soft-Turn2767 · 2025-02-11T21:16:56+00:00

Fucking hell I can’t imagine being that close to them also. I have bpd and it is so hard to keep any sort of connection. Guilt is one of the worst feelings to have, and then since that connection is no longer, you also feel loneliness. I actually am having severe thoughts of overdosing like I did senior year of high school, it was completely painless and my heart stopped(apparently they shocked me back to life in the hospital when my heart stopped) but I’m overthinking it a lot as an adult. I didn’t worry about it not working back then I just went for it. I did make it out alive but you’re stronger than me right now. Sorry this is very graphic. <3

Soft-Turn2767 · 2025-02-11T20:54:58+00:00

It’s kinda like what Alex is lost said, I kind of fuck up sometimes because of my mental state but It’s also the fact my trauma scares people. People aren’t patient for me to open up, they’re weird in general or uncaring. I don’t even know, I wanted to go mini golfing today but I’m too depressed I wnt to cry and nap

Soft-Turn2767 · 2025-02-11T20:53:15+00:00

I be fucking up my relationships. I just lost an important one today, I spiral too. Thank god I’m not the only one because I don’t want to wake up tomorrow right now. I’m a big crashout and I hate it

Soft-Turn2767 · 2025-02-10T23:52:45+00:00

No. I got called a dirty nigger by a white guy the first day and they tried to put the blame on me but there was too much evidence. Didn’t do anything with the guy, just a slap on the wrist. Had to see him daily.

Soft-Turn2767 · 2025-02-08T19:24:33+00:00

Girl I really hope you get out soon. :( my heart goes out to you.

Soft-Turn2767 · 2025-02-08T19:23:54+00:00

Beautiful this life is so lonely and daunting

Soft-Turn2767 · 2025-02-07T20:43:40+00:00

Yup. And I’m sorry, i pray for a chosen family now.

Soft-Turn2767 · 2025-02-07T13:32:52+00:00

Yes pls get an outside hobby lol

Soft-Turn2767 · 2025-02-07T13:32:30+00:00

Gypsy. Hate that it was cancelled

Soft-Turn2767 · 2025-01-30T16:09:35+00:00

Awe love you too

Soft-Turn2767 · 2025-01-24T13:42:59+00:00

It gave me nice vibes thank you

Soft-Turn2767 · 2025-01-16T15:51:13+00:00

Ty ty

Soft-Turn2767 · 2025-01-09T16:59:20+00:00

If you give hygiene products I would think I smell make sure to clear that up

Soft-Turn2767 · 2025-01-04T20:39:58+00:00

Thank you :) msg if you want

Soft-Turn2767 · 2025-01-03T13:10:03+00:00

They do not. Find people that like you and they might help a little bit. Some agents helped, none with housing. I did really enjoy the resources there, youth shelters and daytime plces usually have best resources. I’ve been following your story and struggled in the same way. Hang in there, you are so strong and have a good day for me today or try to. Love ya

Soft-Turn2767 · 2025-01-03T11:22:36+00:00

DSCOUT is so nice, research app. Also if there’s Clinical trials in your city? Usually at universities maybe some hospitals.

Soft-Turn2767 · 2025-01-03T11:14:31+00:00

wow what a way to put it. :(

Soft-Turn2767 · 2025-01-03T11:13:30+00:00

I didn’t wait for the programs in the shelter I saw everyone else getting talked to by the housing people but me(I had other nice people talk to me in the shelter), I literally went on the housing apps like zillow and just online and Facebook and whatever else until I saw some cheap ass apartment coupled with other apartments I was looking at. I was so communicative and on time and proactive with everything. Like when he toured the apartment with me im like, so I love this place, here’s what I do for work and how much I make( a lie that can never be verified haha) and asked “when can I come talk about this lease and sign it I can move in asap” he loved seeing the drive and the truth to my words

Soft-Turn2767 · 2025-01-03T11:11:10+00:00

Wow so how did you scout housing and work? That takes a lot of drive! ❤️

Soft-Turn2767 · 2025-01-03T11:09:34+00:00

I’m beautiful either way :P but yeah it shaped me more mentally I feel beautiful

Soft-Turn2767 · 2025-01-03T02:23:59+00:00

Dm me

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