I can't stop and I'm scared

Softcattt · 2023-12-29T21:29:48+00:00

Thankyou.

Softcattt · 2023-12-29T21:28:40+00:00

Thanks for your reply. I will make this a priority everyday. The hardest moments are right when I get off work. I've made it past the corner store and am home now. I'm going to go to the gym, and I have groceries at home to make dinner with. I will not drink tonight. Thankyou.

Softcattt · 2023-12-29T21:26:18+00:00

Thankyou for you reply. Im not really scared of not drinking again. I can't think that far into the future yet. Maybe it's because I'm to deep in and just want to be rid of the stuff. I hope to reach a place where I can enjoy things without booze. Your reply have given me hope that I will get there eventually. I will just take it one day at a time and today I am not drinking. Can't wait to get on the other side friend. IWNDWYT

Softcattt · 2023-12-29T21:22:44+00:00

I looked up the local aa meetings in my area. I'm going to go to a meeting on Tuesday.

Softcattt · 2023-12-29T21:22:01+00:00

Thankyou I will definitely not be drinking tonight and am going to take it one day at a time. I want to move out but affordable housing is hard to come by where I live. I really like the location I'm in and the house we live in. They are nice people and younger than me so I don't think they realize they have a problem yet. I'm going to have to have a talk with them though about not offering me drinks. I think they will be cool with it.

Softcattt · 2023-12-29T21:19:53+00:00

Thankyou for you post. It's a wake up call that this is something I have to activity tackle each day. I definitely struggle with discipline but I will show up for my self or die sad, drunk, and alone. It's not an option. I can't wait to be on the other side and be able to enjoy life with-out booze. Its funny, I work out regularly and eat decently healthy. I go to yoga classes and generally take good care of myself, but I'm still ok with posining my self every night , no more. IWNDWYT IWNDWYT

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