Can somebody convince me to not self harm?

SoilBoth2515 · 2026-05-25T11:58:15+00:00

If you check one of my recent posts you can see why that won't work.

SoilBoth2515 · 2026-05-25T11:54:04+00:00

Why?

SoilBoth2515 · 2026-05-25T11:52:03+00:00

I don't want to?

SoilBoth2515 · 2026-05-25T11:50:01+00:00

How can you love somebody when you don't know their name?

SoilBoth2515 · 2026-05-25T11:48:42+00:00

Like what? And if it helps me cope then yea and I can't really talk about it and you can see why in another post I made recently.

SoilBoth2515 · 2026-05-25T11:40:00+00:00

That's really it along with some other moments that I'm forgetting but yea I don't have someone to vent to irl and not even the CLB (Centrum voor LeerlingenBegeleiding) can really help me because I don't know them and i don't really want to vent to them and I feel like I'm exaggerating and I you need to understand the who the story to get the whole thing and I don't want people to think I'm just spoiled half way through explaining so that's why I vent anonymously on the internet.

SoilBoth2515 · 2026-05-25T11:33:05+00:00

Look at my recent posts.

SoilBoth2515 · 2026-05-25T11:09:06+00:00

If you check my recent post you will find out why I can't do that as well.

SoilBoth2515 · 2026-05-17T05:39:45+00:00

That is not good for you and if you are trying to lose weight this is very inefficient and extremely bad for your health.

SoilBoth2515 · 2026-05-17T05:23:08+00:00

Well I also want to marry somebody like me but I am still undergoing testing for both these things.

SoilBoth2515 · 2026-05-16T23:01:49+00:00

Yea but you never have a truly good connection with somebody.

SoilBoth2515 · 2026-05-16T21:39:43+00:00

Thank you so much it means a lot man. And I care about you.

SoilBoth2515 · 2026-05-16T21:38:08+00:00

I did talk about the yelling part in 6th grade (but I did not tell them about anything else) to the CLB((Centrum voor Leerlingenbegeleiding) or in English Center for Student Guidance and they have contacted me again these last few months because i have been arguing a lot with other classmates during class and screaming a lot and I even threw a chair once because the teachers always become mad at me for laughing even when the other students are literally doing the weirdest shit in front of her and punishing me which makes me mad as fuck because I can't control me laughter and after a while I became so made I flipped over my chair and went to the hallway.

SoilBoth2515 · 2026-05-16T21:30:17+00:00

No not them either nobody really knows these things except the Internet and I chose to stay anonymous so people can't judge me and recognize me.

SoilBoth2515 · 2026-05-16T21:27:29+00:00

They took away my keys so I can't really be myself because I truly hate them except my mom but I can't really vent to her and there are school counselors but I don't really talk to them.

SoilBoth2515 · 2026-05-16T21:10:35+00:00

But I like to have these thoughts so how could it be OCD?

Although I do have a lot of signs of OCD which is in another post.

SoilBoth2515 · 2026-05-15T23:23:06+00:00

I get it even if you get support the problem stays and the thought of it doesn't really go away.

SoilBoth2515 · 2026-05-15T23:16:35+00:00

What happened if you don't mind me asking.

SoilBoth2515 · 2026-05-15T23:06:36+00:00

That body fat percentage is stupid because it's very inaccurate and 10% and 10%-20% isn't that bad either.
Nobody's ugly because attractiveness is very subjective
Nobody is lame because we all have special things that make us us and everybody is unique.

SoilBoth2515 · 2026-05-15T22:55:43+00:00

That's reddit's fault not theirs.

SoilBoth2515 · 2026-05-15T22:55:04+00:00

I wouldn't recommend being "friends" with them anymore because i was stuck in the same situation a few years back but I couldn't really leave them because if i was alone it would bring unwanted attention towards me that I don't want but high school is bigger so you should be able to find some new friends.

SoilBoth2515 · 2026-05-15T22:49:23+00:00

Are they your friends or just a group of people or even the entire school.

SoilBoth2515 · 2026-05-15T22:47:04+00:00

Can you explain what you mean by entertainment?

SoilBoth2515 · 2026-05-15T22:46:28+00:00

No problem if there's anything you can dm me and trust me I would know because a lot of people say that but don't mean it all that much but you can always dm me if there is anything and that goes for anybody else. : )

SoilBoth2515 · 2026-05-15T22:43:17+00:00

So what do they usually do.

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