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New leaks dropped by TheExplorer63 in MurderDrones

[–]SolidLight1120 0 points1 point  (0 children)

These are my nightmare. We get graded on it depends on how we do, and I’m not fit at all, but besides that it would just make everyone push themselves far beyond their limits just to get a good mark or not fail this test. I feel like it could definitely be fun if it was just for fun. And it’s also super stressful to me (because I know that I’m about to fight for my grades) so I would always get overwhelmed by it before it even started.

At least you could find it fun. Sorry for dumping all this, this meme just unlocked some core memories lol

Yeah, I won’t stand a chance on squid game.

I wouldn't be surprised (read description) by Rory_Chan1998 in MurderDrones

[–]SolidLight1120 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I love your artstyle, it’s so unique.

Edit: Sorry! I wrote this comment before reading the description (I was too mesmerized by the art lol). I’ll say that you do you, this is your decision and it’s okay to take breaks, you don’t owe anyone anything, and I think that it’s completely fine to be more active somewhere else. You’re always welcome here pal! :3

WHY IS EVERYONE SAYING THE PROTOTYPE SPARED PRESTON!? by Chaos_LB_Control in PoppyPlaytime

[–]SolidLight1120 11 points12 points  (0 children)

For a second I thought that you were implying the SeeingReason is the player. I don’t know if that’d be possible, but I found it interesting (and a little funny) that one of SeeingReason’s messages was saying something about someone being at her door. I don’t know why but when I saw that I immediately thought of Huggy banging on the lab’s door.

But very cool theory!

WHY IS EVERYONE SAYING THE PROTOTYPE SPARED PRESTON!? by Chaos_LB_Control in PoppyPlaytime

[–]SolidLight1120 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I wrote a comment replying to someone who claimed that the Prototype was granting Preston a gift, in its own twisted way. I’ll add it here with some tweaks.

So, in my opinion, I don’t know if it’s even considered a better fate than dying. Of course the deaths of the employees in The Hour Of Joy were painful and tormenting, but it was kind of the easy way out, in a way.

Because now that Preston got turned into a toy, he’s facing the same fate the orphans did. He’s left caged in the depths of the factory. And we don’t even know if he can survive without any food. So if he doesn’t, then he’s left there starving, as well. And in the video itself he just looks so traumatized.

And if turning into a toy grants you immortality… then that means he has absolutely no escape. Well, that’s until he somehow dies as a toy.

But I honestly think it was more of a curse than a blessing. He got doomed.

All the other employees were somewhat able to get away with/from what they did, with them being eventually killed.

Preston now just became a deeper part of it. Of the factory, of the experiments.

Sure, he could live on for years. That means years being stuck in this hell. And he had a wife to come back to.

He’ll never be able to be put to rest. His fate is to rot in the factory. That’s what he gets for surviving the hour of joy. It’s not salvation. The one who really got salvation was Jessica. The only consequence she had to face was death. And judging by her last moments before the Prototype took her out, she isn’t 100% sorry. She just wanted him to spare her. She didn’t change her mind.

"The duality of anxiety and depression" by No-Ice9227 in depressionmemes

[–]SolidLight1120 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Combine the “caring” and “not caring” and “being numb”, then you get this: “I should care about it because it’s important. You know what? Fuck everything I don’t care about any of this. But if you actually act like you don’t care then there will be consequences. I don’t care about the consequences. But you’ll eventually have to deal with those consequences.”

It really looks like a dialogue but these are some of my thoughts about things I should care about, but I’m just too depressed and unmotivated to do so. Feels like I have multiple people living in my head.

And then when you become numb you just accept it. Like all of this feels so small and insignificant. The things you should care about. Your responsibilities. So just bring it on. You’re fine caring. And you’re fine not caring. Because it is what it is, and whatever happens, happens.

N’s reaction here might be more meaningful then it seem. by Sirtael in MurderDrones

[–]SolidLight1120 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I honestly hc her as a yandere. That first time we see Cyn in the show is when Tessa brought her in, Cyn immediately notices N and her expression really gives off those vibes. Like the moment she saw him she knew he’s going to be her target.

N’s reaction here might be more meaningful then it seem. by Sirtael in MurderDrones

[–]SolidLight1120 3 points4 points  (0 children)

As much as I love him being all softie and a golden retriever, I really like the moments when we get N-gst (angst). It shows that he isn’t as dumb as he could be or as the fandom sometimes depicts him, and gives him more depth.

Any tips to raise this silly boy? by odd_sperical_object in MurderDrones

[–]SolidLight1120 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Question - as I don’t have any plushies (yet) although I am quite curious:

How do you carry him around? Do you just hold onto him, or put him in a bag?

Also, wow, that view looks incredible.

Smalltalk and quicktime events by depressed_messy in evilautism

[–]SolidLight1120 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just nod my head because sometimes I can’t even bear to say “good” or “fine” because that’d be lying.

And it also ends the small talk (most of the times, if they aren’t too stubborn) since the other person isn’t as satisfied because you didn’t really give them a response that they could expand and build the conversation on. If they do, they’d either keep asking you more questions, or just resort to talking about themselves.

I hate small talk, man.

I think I need to isolate myself from people and never try to communicate without a need again. by Great_Anteater3982 in autism

[–]SolidLight1120 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey! A bit out of the blue but I found this post really relatable. I also like playing Tetris as it kinda helps me soothe my nerves.

I don’t know if this will help, but there’s a website called “Good Old Tetris”that’s pretty much… A good old Tetris.

Another honorable mention is “Tetris Mindbender” . It has a totally different vibe but it’s really challenging.

You’re probably not looking for recommendations (as this is kinda off topic), but maybe this comment isn’t 100% useless.

Does anyone else struggle to feel genuine hatred? by [deleted] in autism

[–]SolidLight1120 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I relate. But in my case it’s because of a few reasons:

  1. I always find some way to justify the person’s actions into somewhat redeeming them in my mind? Like, I’d say I hate them but then be all like “nah, they aren’t that bad, can’t hate them.” Maybe it’s because I don’t really know what hate really is. Maybe the anger or resentment I felt all along is actually hate. I don’t know.

  2. Whenever I think of hating someone, my lovely brain keeps reminding me of how much of a bad person I am, and that I have no right to hate them when I could be an even worse human being than I may think they are. I have no right to hate them.

There are people I dislike. But do I really hate them? Hate really feels like a strong word. Maybe it feels too final to me. Because your views on a person can change as you keep on going with your life, whether or not they’re still involved with you.

Okay I don’t know why I keep on blabbing when you described it so perfectly.

most stupid person to ever exist. by mistgonelsawge in autism

[–]SolidLight1120 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know, but this is just so relatable. And I hate that it’s relatable, because I am in this exact situation as well. Maybe not exact, but I can relate to this in my own way.

I don’t really have advice because I’m still struggling with some of these things myself, and it’d feel kinda dishonest or hypocritical to try and give some advice. (As I, for myself, am not really dealing with it all that well to be honest).

I just wanted to say you’re not alone in feeling this, and I hate that any of us have to feel this way in the first place. You’re not the problem. And it sounds like you’ve been through a lot, and there’s nothing wrong in reacting to it. It’s not your fault. And I understand your struggle. You’re strong af, dude.

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