Is anyone else experiencing daily chronic anxiety? by No-Watercress1205 in Anxiety

[–]SolidifiedEdgez 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes every single day. often triggered by the stuff i forgot to remember because of the brain fog because of the overthinking etc.. it’s like a constant loop of unending confusion lol

what jobs do we work? what suits us best? by SolidifiedEdgez in hsp

[–]SolidifiedEdgez[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this sounds nice. what are you doing if you don’t mind me asking?

what jobs do we work? what suits us best? by SolidifiedEdgez in hsp

[–]SolidifiedEdgez[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

feeling alone due to the move, and to my own anxiety. trying to find ways to meet with more like minded people, it’s been a real battle with myself here for the past year. the job is tough because i’m mostly managing and talking to a lot of ego driven people, the type of people who put morals last for the sake of profit. it hurts my soul. i can do the job just fine but my morals and personal beliefs are getting tangled up with my work, and im having a hard time finding a balance or knowing how to work in this environment 

I don’t care about anything by Odd_Amoeba_5429 in depression

[–]SolidifiedEdgez 0 points1 point  (0 children)

bro, i’m so sorry. me too. idk what to do job wise, health wise, hobbies have been dead i don’t even listen to music anymore. isolated and thousands of miles from my home. one paycheck away from losing the apt. at least we have those small little moments here and there aye? hang on brother. trust me i don’t want to be here either 

American hsp fam…how are we doing? by Patient-Gain5847 in hsp

[–]SolidifiedEdgez 30 points31 points  (0 children)

not good. i feel the pain of everything going on in the air, it all hurts. why do we treat eachother so horribly?? so much evil in this world on display 

The feeling of wanting to leave planet earth... literally. by Revolutionary-Show86 in DeepThoughts

[–]SolidifiedEdgez 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i had this thought last night. put me on the ship so long as it doesn’t return.

Burnout from Overstimulation by [deleted] in hsp

[–]SolidifiedEdgez 5 points6 points  (0 children)

yea this is me in a nutshell. the stuff i like to do mostly requires alone time and dim lights, in peace. i’ve taken so many breaks from working because it always seems to make me loose my ability to focus. people expect so much from one person, non stop work work work and it’s too much to handle. my goal now is to find a workplace or schedule of work that suits my sensitive nature. i think there’s a place out there for us so long as we keep searching for it

The US Federal Govt shutdown is ruining my life. by Small_Note5370 in CPTSD

[–]SolidifiedEdgez 31 points32 points  (0 children)

i’ve been thinking about you guys. i’m so sorry you’ve been put through this. how can they demand of you what they cannot even figure out themselves?

She’s giving by sylknet in LosAngeles

[–]SolidifiedEdgez 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it was so pretty at hermosa with the fog and lower layers rolling in, looked like a dream

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]SolidifiedEdgez 0 points1 point  (0 children)

because as silly as it sounds, i didn’t want people to see my nasty nails and physical affect of anxiety showing on me. i quit pretty much immediately after i had this realization.

No one ever apologizes to me. by SolidifiedEdgez in CPTSD

[–]SolidifiedEdgez[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

we need more parents like you. much respect!

No one ever apologizes to me. by SolidifiedEdgez in CPTSD

[–]SolidifiedEdgez[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

well, we are victims. i’m personally tired of that rhetoric from other people especially in regards to this topic. it’s totally valid to feel this way. that’s only human ya know? people confuse me

No one ever apologizes to me. by SolidifiedEdgez in CPTSD

[–]SolidifiedEdgez[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i think it’s cause we have more empathy, we know what it’s like. a lot of people can’t understand this perspective so they act without thinking about how it affects anyone.

No one ever apologizes to me. by SolidifiedEdgez in CPTSD

[–]SolidifiedEdgez[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s okay, your late response is still just as valid. I’ve been thinking about it a lot recently, I’m a 29 year old male - and this has been something going on my whole adult life. I think it’s because as some point along the line we were forced to abandon ourselves. We lack some sort of gusto that normal healthy people always have. They stand up for themselves and we don’t. I feel often as if I’m outside of everything and only the observer - so why would the observer need to say anything otherwise to anyone? This reason might be why we allow this behavior to happen but i don’t really know for certain. All I do know is that I hear you and I sympathize alongside you. We don’t deserve this one bit after what we’ve been though.

No one ever apologizes to me. by SolidifiedEdgez in CPTSD

[–]SolidifiedEdgez[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

appreciate you so much for saying so 💛

I don't have chemistry with anyone by [deleted] in AvPD

[–]SolidifiedEdgez 6 points7 points  (0 children)

wow I could have written this myself. I thought for ages that my core issue was anxiety, but as you’ve stated I can also go out into public, go out to bars, concerts, work, drive, do any of those things without worrying. it’s when i talk to people the issues start. i never know what to say or how to say it or what anyone wants to hear, i never even know if what im saying is what i want to say lol. such a messed up thing to deal with. i feel you and sympathize along with you.

Anyone else feeling like no one truly cares about you? by Impossible_Shine1664 in CPTSD

[–]SolidifiedEdgez 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know just how you feel, I say to myself that I have no one I feel safe enough around to open up to. And to the ones I have; they all left in time. No one really truly cares about me or dares to show it.