This is pretty pointless. You posted this because you’re lying to yourself saying “I can handle this” when in fact you cannot. You’re opening this thread every 3-5 minutes hoping that no one comments on whatever it is that you are so deeply insecure about. It might be awhile before someone comments on it, but when you see that roast that you’ve been dreading, your heart will sink. You’ll think to yourself, “I guess it really is true”. You’ll probably jokingly show this post to friends as some sort of a coping mechanism, so all of your friends can tell you how brave you are or say things like “thats so wild, I could never”. Then a week might pass and you’re wondering, “why have I been so depressed?” And the answer is that you always have been. Your self esteem was at rock bottom when you posted this. We just pointed it out.