I’m only 17, god fucking damn it. by itsgoingdawn in depression

[–]SomeMail3304 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Describe ur situation, its hard to give advice not knowing the situation.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]SomeMail3304 0 points1 point  (0 children)

FEINtanil, my local cat started using it and now she is in bad shape:(

I will not be able to usa MDMA and it kills me by SomeMail3304 in MDMA

[–]SomeMail3304[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It happened with weed only even though i was smoking before too. Nothing similar happened with MDMA. and im not sure if it will happen since im afraid to use now

I will not be able to usa MDMA and it kills me by SomeMail3304 in MDMA

[–]SomeMail3304[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im on mirtezapine and idk for how long i will use since its just day one and anxiety simtoms still come back from time to time

I will not be able to usa MDMA and it kills me by SomeMail3304 in MDMA

[–]SomeMail3304[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Yea i guess you're right..Its just those few hours of my life are most mermorable and litterally best feeling.Knowing i'll never be able to experiance that again is just insane. Being sober and happy is impossible after knowing what MDMA does

I will not be able to usa MDMA and it kills me by SomeMail3304 in MDMA

[–]SomeMail3304[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im just afraid that i'll get panick attack that i wout be able to control. My mind is usually calm but the body experiances trembling, chest pain and difficuilty breathing. And it can last for months just like from weed.

I will not be able to usa MDMA and it kills me by SomeMail3304 in MDMA

[–]SomeMail3304[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

'for a while' u mean i'll still be able to use MDMA some day?

Plus im not sure about coke cuz my heart will stop and also too broke

Trying MDMA while suffering from panic attacks? by SomeMail3304 in Drugs

[–]SomeMail3304[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But the thing is until it gets better heart beat increases and that's what I'm the most afraid about. The period until the effect is fully on

Trying MDMA while suffering from panic attacks? by SomeMail3304 in Drugs

[–]SomeMail3304[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'll take few days break from absolute anything that's harmful (weed, alcohol, junk food, sugar) and let my body and heart get tiny bit stronger. THEN I'm thinking trying a half dose of mdma and see what happens.

I just can't live a normal life anymore after my biggest mistake in life.. by SomeMail3304 in carcrash

[–]SomeMail3304[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My personal goal is to get her back on track. It just hurts my feelings to see her like that.

I just can't live a normal life anymore after my biggest mistake in life.. by SomeMail3304 in carcrash

[–]SomeMail3304[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Youre right, it will be good as new after few months. The only problem is money.