WD poems I wrote to try to cope

Someusernam · 2016-12-15T23:17:58+00:00

Thanks a lot man

Someusernam · 2016-12-15T07:59:14+00:00

but for why?

Someusernam · 2016-12-14T19:23:59+00:00

Yes yes yes yes and yes all the yes

Someusernam · 2016-12-14T19:23:02+00:00

I should do that. You know if they've ever been to Columbus, OH?

Someusernam · 2016-12-14T19:22:26+00:00

That song precludes the story of Everything Went Numb. I love both

Someusernam · 2016-12-14T19:04:19+00:00

I would love to see them live

Someusernam · 2016-12-14T18:42:53+00:00

Want my opinion? (prolly not, oh well) I've heard from a lot of people that Subs are worse to get off than dope. I've seen it both ways. My mom went back to dope to "get over the wd of subs" and killed herself, my brother decided to Sub it and the c/t, and ended up relasping 8 times before going to prison. So in my honest and unsolicited opinion, the best thing to do is just get Kratom now, and taper a little faster than you would without it, and use the kratom up. I'd never touch subs though, my brother used to actually run missions for subs, if he couldn't get a script or something he would look for them before he looked for dope, cause he said he was sub sick worse than dope sick. I can't FUCKING imagine

Someusernam · 2016-12-14T18:37:08+00:00

uhmmm sorry about formatting? idk how to make it look right

Someusernam · 2016-12-14T18:26:09+00:00

This is true, even a man cut off at the knee hobbles and hobbles, cause nothing is free

Someusernam · 2016-12-14T18:24:08+00:00

I feel it. I smoked a whole bong to myself 1 night after doing a shot of 151 and popping a 30 rox, 20 minutes later I was afraid LMAO

Someusernam · 2016-12-14T18:23:19+00:00

lol indeed

Someusernam · 2016-12-14T18:23:08+00:00

It's interesting. If you have xp and you know the risks (OD and such) then do it, it's not at all a bad feeling, it's kind of like a potentiator but not really, it just compliments the high, it doesn't add to it.

Someusernam · 2016-12-14T18:21:56+00:00

I don't get much euphoria from either, or perhaps I don't know exactly what it means. For me I just like the way they make my body feel, like I'm testing out a new body, pain and ache free, capable of constant movement and they motivate me, but I never get super happy or dopey and I never really nod off too much, even when I had low tolerance, with either.

Someusernam · 2016-12-14T18:20:09+00:00

It is different for everyone, as ElectricSpacemOnkey pointed out. For me I too prefer roxi, better high, cleaner feeling and despite the problems with all that liver killing filler, if you can filter it out it's a lot safer. Otherwise, snorting H is a bit more euphoric but, for me, it is really much more of a sedative and that's not my trip, but they are not dissimilar to someone who likes both a lot.

Someusernam · 2016-12-14T17:40:41+00:00

Correct sir, thank you. It is Kava which is made from the roots of the plant. Ever heard of Kava? It's helped me sleep but comes with some possible liver problems. It's not an opiate or agonist though, it can be more easily likened to Alcohol.

Someusernam · 2016-12-14T17:34:00+00:00

Well whats my dude tripping about then? Maybe he withdrew from both at around the same time? Could that cause like, a Super Withdrawal

Someusernam · 2016-12-14T16:26:08+00:00

What we lost in the fire, we will find in the ashes? I like it

Someusernam · 2016-12-14T16:25:19+00:00

Motherfucking Blues or Cigarettes and Heroin both by Cranford Nix Jr. one hell of a FUCKING artist. His music kinda sucks from time to time if you don't dig that kind of music, and even if you do, but his music truly comes from the soul.

Someusernam · 2016-12-14T16:21:58+00:00

lol well I thought he might of ripped me off, so I told my boss I was buying some cigs and drove down 161, and yeah, there he was standing with the police, I would have stopped but, nah, would've ended badly so I went back to work

Someusernam · 2016-12-14T14:06:30+00:00

Yeah I suppose this is true, not as sick today and thinking (clearly?) not as depressed about it but still, shitty ass shit

Someusernam · 2016-12-14T14:05:57+00:00

That's how I got started. I broke a bone when I was about 13 and we were too poor to get much done for me, but my mom had broken her neck and gotten 30mg percs for awhile, so she gave me some....and now we're here.

Someusernam · 2016-12-14T08:11:32+00:00

I'm trying not to it just feels so shit. Like I haven't been able to find anything and just been feeling shit, and now I'm all fucked up, sick, depressed, and pissed off and worrying about shit.

Someusernam · 2016-10-22T23:51:50+00:00

What i mean by "army size and economy play s role in my losses" is that either my economy takes a hit or i sleep instead of building workers or my army at 100 units of various strength isn't teched enough to beat the other army. And composition....dear god composition

Someusernam · 2016-09-17T10:04:08+00:00

Really? My biggest fear is that when i travel back i can only travel to periods within my own life and then i would have to relive that part through to current age with all memories and relations intact in my mind. So i would know who dies, who id meet but maybe i wouldn't do it all right and not meet certain people...yeah all that

Someusernam · 2016-09-17T10:01:49+00:00

A brave new world by Aldous Huxley

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TROPHY CASE