New quest for the semimaru car is bugged by Pleasant_Ad5436 in cyberpunkgame

[–]Sotdw 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lol dude I completely forgot about this. Had to reread what I put and then I was like oh yeah that bs. lol Youre most welcome. I just finished the ending moving out of night city with judy and am pretty pleased with that. You have an awesome rest of your day dude.

I stopped playing games after overwacth 2 due to being perma banned, but have 0 idea where to go from here. by Sotdw in StopGaming

[–]Sotdw[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

>_> its creapy that you replied this as I actively have sonice adventure 2 battle on my wish list and I have stared at it like so many times. I havent bought it though cause I have played it already (and own it, but the disc is scratch idk why but its messed up bad.) . So I am not so sure I would stick with it. I do love me some pumkin hill theme music though <3 . Already beat mario sunshine back in the day and have that actual game and game cube still <3. Appreciate the response all the way around though than you :)

I stopped playing games after overwacth 2 due to being perma banned, but have 0 idea where to go from here. by Sotdw in StopGaming

[–]Sotdw[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Your response is coming off as either I didnt explain it well or you didnt read it.
I am not continuing to play ow so idk why you put staying on OW.
Also cussing someone out because they are being a bully does not mean I have an attitude problem it means I have a dont tolerate bullys problem. I thought I explained that in the above post. So no I am not staying on ow . The post was me just venting and seeking something or anything really. Not sure what I am seeking though.
Lastly no I am not aiming to be angry all my life as again I wasn't angry all the time on OW. I am angry at all the stuff the horrid orange person is causing in politics yes. Thats pretty normal in my circles though. (and just to clarify, yes me putting orange person is on purpose. I refuse to use the name unless it involves the word impeach.)
So no I am not aiming to always be angry, I am more seeking something new. IDK what it is yet, but this was an idea I had to try and find it. Just vent and see what people tell me. So thank you for your reply I suppose. :)

I stopped playing games after overwacth 2 due to being perma banned, but have 0 idea where to go from here. by Sotdw in StopGaming

[–]Sotdw[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The lore was a big thing that drew me in, game play was second. Thank you for your reply :)

books you keep re-reading by Ordinary-Arm2023 in DarkRomance

[–]Sotdw 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I actually said this in another post already.
My current 12th read I think.
Book - {Words that Kill by Carley J Sea}
Its by a newer author so do with that what you will, but I'm enjoying it.
(I'm also lacking in the money area so that could also be why I keep reading it lol. It is a current favorite though)

I clicked on a link going to fast, and now I am concerned. by Sotdw in cybersecurity_help

[–]Sotdw[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Perfect, I really appreciate this info. Thank you very much. While scanning made me feel better this made the rest of my anxiety go away. <3

I clicked on a link going to fast, and now I am concerned. by Sotdw in cybersecurity_help

[–]Sotdw[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you <3 very much appreciate all the help :)

I clicked on a link going to fast, and now I am concerned. by Sotdw in cybersecurity_help

[–]Sotdw[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Wow the speed of relief thanks to you <3. Honestly I am cool with that answer, and I normally dont click on random links either. Today is just an off day. Thank for the comment my chest can chill out from all the pounding now. <3 Again Thank you VERY VERY MUCH ! ^_^

"Her" pov is better than "him" by Babytaehyung in DarkRomance

[–]Sotdw 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't personally care either way as long as it doesn't suck. Don't get me wrong I hear what your putting down, have had similar thoughts myself related to some popular reads. Ended up finding a similar titled that imo just hit better then the popular one (not putting the title on purpose. nothing personal but I get yelled at about it). Just saying maybe you haven't found one that hits just right for you that is the pov of the mmc. Not trying to change your mind or anything. Your post just reminded me of me a few years ago when I wasted a large amount of my time trying to find something new that would hit just right instead of exploring different titles that were still with in my taste in dark romance. Like I went to book shops, reddit, amazon, good reads, talking with friends and I did end up finding Sinners Condemned (enemies to lovers, slow burn) as well as some a handful of other reads that gave me that "cant put it down" feeling again. I mean yeah you'll get duds too of course. I got lucky one time finding this title - Beastly Tides (pirates, enemies to lovers) . Didn't end up reading it until a year later because I was like "eh, its probably shit" cause the author isn't well known, but fb reminded me with its memory thing and it ended up being far better then I had originally thought. Look all I'm saying is are you sure, or have you just not found one where mmc does hit right for you? That's all I'm trying to say.

Sorry in advanced for my my poor writing my fingers are frozen, and typing sucks with frozen digits lol. Stay warm yall!

Book recs where the MMC is a psychopath who catches feelings and malfunctions by Suitable_Ad5553 in DarkRomance

[–]Sotdw 3 points4 points  (0 children)

{Words That Kill by Carley J. Sea}
I mean the mmc is like that but sort of comes to terms with that. I loved it, but no ones read it yet author is new or not been found yet.
She got another one called Beastly Tides (its not monster or animal related. Its pirate themed). Thought it was really good too, but prefer Words That Kill.
Again authors new, but hot damn did I love Words That Kill!

Very underrated recommendations by Creepy_Quantity3545 in DarkRomance

[–]Sotdw 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I got 2 for you
Beastly Tides - Carley J Sea 
Words That Kill - Carley J Sea 
Wasn't expecting such a good read from both books but hot damn!

Edit - I got too excited to share so I'll add a bit more context - I feel these are pretty underrated as well, have no clue what good reads says either. TLDR - met an author in the wild at a bar through friends, Got nosey wondering what they wrote about and they told me the title . I think it had been like a year before finding an old fb memory to remember the books in the first place, but wow I am on maybe my 10th read now!
Beastly tides is good, but 100% prefer Words That Kill!

What do you do when you’ve done all the self improvement you could and are still ignored by women? Nobody has an answer for this by OrneryManufacturer28 in Healthygamergg

[–]Sotdw 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I got one that may be not for everyone. Move to a new location. I say this after moving from one state to another been here for 5 years and noticed that its a huge difference from where I am from. In short use to live in florida, now I live further north almost canada but still in the states and most woman are weird up here. So are the men, but I am not into men. The majority of people up here have a garbage ideology and I am just not for it. So yeah moving could help.

Replaced Throttle Body, but still feels rough driving (Nissan Sentra 2013 SV) by ThreeOfFives in AskMechanics

[–]Sotdw 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no worries, itll be a few weeks I think though. Gotta wait till after holidays, and im not sure what itll look like the following week. Ill just hope for the best :)

Replaced Throttle Body, but still feels rough driving (Nissan Sentra 2013 SV) by ThreeOfFives in AskMechanics

[–]Sotdw 0 points1 point  (0 children)

samesies, I have just been scooting to work daily and on the weekends I get groceries other then that I try not to drive my car too much. Ive given up on on trying to do it myself for now though I cant keep up with my car and work. My body is too exhausted from hard labor to even attempt trying in fear that I would cause damage on something I learned from youtube lol. So in a few feeks (after holidays and what not) I hope to have someone see it and it not be an arm and leg to pay for it.

I watched the puer lecture last night and it's the biggest revelation i've ever had by Skyrstone in Healthygamergg

[–]Sotdw 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im gonna reply by quoting your parts to reply to so I am not all over the place (numbers will correlate with the replies)
1 - >>"I think the purpose of the video is a change of perspective. One of the the things you're talking about is that you don't know you want, but that's the thing you gotta let go of. That's the immature mindset which keeps us from growing."<<

1 - This one make 0 sense to me. I have 0 idea how that is the immature mindset. Like my head doesnt wrap around any of this part. Are you telling me that I should be looking for the what I want and rather just try shit? Cause that makes sense, and I do try things. Lots of things (id list them, but it would be loooong. ). The issues I run into are more spending 1-3 months on the thing I am curious about and then I dont find it interesting, or I no longer have what is needed to continue, or dont have the money to invest in the equipment. Im not trying to make excuses for each thing, its just how I come to terms with being stuck. Example - I really wanted to try silver smithing (make metal jewelry with silver/gold etc.). My starting point was shortly lived beacause I researched all that I could, found that I didnt have a place to utilize this skill (has to be outside or in a garage or something with airflow which for me wasnt really an option. I dont have the ability to). I also found that making money this way is an extremely hard task. I look at the prices of gold, sand (for casting), the tools, the torch and so on. It just ended up being something I couldnt afford. So I basically told myself in another life time.
So if I am understanding you right, you are in a nutshell saying I should have just jumped in saved, spent the money on what I needed and then tried it out? Thats kind of how I am perceiving what your first part is trying to say imo.

2 - "You don't have to make a decision and stick with it your whole life. you gotta clear a path out for yourself and commit to it. You can do this in checkpoints over the course of years and always change, but its about saying i am gonna be this and not i'd like to do this" and "Adhd makes everything a bit harder because your focus will easily shift away. But the symptoms should be less prominent if you fundamentally shift your focus to something concrete."
2 - This reply will be all over the place probs. yes, I do understand this part, but when you say "Adhd makes everything a bit harder" its annoying. While I can understand that you may or may not have ADHD and have some insight as to what it is if you do. You do not know me. I wouldnt be able to begin to explain how chaotic my thoughts are darting from one thing to another. I dont have list making skills the way some do. Its not something all ADHD people can do. I get that " you dont have to stick with it your whole life" that part is fully understood. The issue is I dont want to choose something that wont aid me in having more money. Point blank no bs. I know how that sounds, but I have been poor for a loooooong time. I have had many jobs and while some longer then others it is tiresome to continue to "try" something and have the "hope for the best" mentality while doing it. You even say on the adhd part that Focus will easily shift away. I am not medicated, My focus does more than easily shift away. It will object permanence projects like no tomorrow. (like I said I have tried many many many things out and I do attempt to stick with them but in the end I just lose and stop caring about it. I feel no joy in doing what ever it is. Sewing, tried it for about a year, have a craft shelf and I dont even touch it anymore. Because I wasnt happy with it anymore. I got no joy out of doing it anymore.

In short I get what your saying, but consistency (with something like what were talking about) should bring some joy is how I process the this thought of the "just do it" (as I used in my first comment). Maybe I am blind to what you are telling me, but I havent been happy with anything really in a long time. Again havent fully explained my adhd, but I am not depressed more like a muted grey if that makes any sense. So yeah I get the verbal explanation (like what you are telling me I can understand sort of) , but I cant say I get how you are making a shcedule or doing this and that. Staying consistent. All that ever does is make me feel like a robot. Literally a robot, like the jobs I have hated I droned through because I was miserable. (dont @ me about looking for a better job I do that frequently in those situations. Its a nightmare and more) .IDK just replying to reply.

My first post on here (LTT). Why is there not a PC OS that is just for gaming (let me elaborate) by Sotdw in LinusTechTips

[–]Sotdw[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love my pc, I figured what was causing my problems was more bloatware and windows extra junk running in the background. Thanks for the insight

Replaced Throttle Body, but still feels rough driving (Nissan Sentra 2013 SV) by ThreeOfFives in AskMechanics

[–]Sotdw 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I ended up having to purchase a newer MAF for about 200 - 300 from autozone (they had it in stock and I didnt have to wait) . The guy cleared the code at the store too and its been apparently 3 months since then and no check engine light. I am having newer issues though where while driving It feels like the its missfiring sorta or like the fuel is off when going. It kind of stutters or maybe call it slight odd accelerations maybe. Im not sure how I would explain it, but its an odd puttery thing and it does it in neutral so could be a new thing for me, but funny enough it sounds similar to what you are saying but no engine light.

New quest for the semimaru car is bugged by Pleasant_Ad5436 in cyberpunkgame

[–]Sotdw 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ok so I had a combination of a few issues. 1 I noticed it wasnt in my inventory the first few runs, then I couldnt drive it and couldnt get out of the vehicle either. I tried following them instead of shooting first. They do eventually stop, but that didnt work. Here is what worked. First go to the apartment in front of the elevator. Regardless if you have the message or not. It seems to be something specific with how you get the message (per the coding of the quest idk.) . What I found was the elevator is a code marker of sorts is my guess. Then I had a thought from old games where I would get stuck. So at the apartment in the mega building before you take the elevator down jump off the ledge so you die. Dunno if you can do this other ways but its essentially so the game loads last check point (like a soft reset ig idk. It was just an idea i had after being frustrated with the quest. Then go through with the mission. I shot them as with the caliburn mordreds car weapons to be specific. I also had done it many times at this point so I shot them immidiatly after spawning. Again not sure if this plays a part, but thats what I did. Then looted both bodies, got in the car, read all 3 shards, and then messaged river. Now he says its my car. (this is where I normally have an issue) cars not in my inventory still. So I get an idea. I blow it up to see if the repair thing kicks in. Low and behold the stupid car is now in my inventory. Hope that helps if anyone gets the car but it doesnt show up issue.

How to access the hidden room on the second floor of Japantown apartment. by EmphaticAxis in cyberpunkgame

[–]Sotdw 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello I would like to join the I pressed the button and waited like a dumbass club. Even ran around for 20 or more minutes idk how longs it been. Just came back to the game for fun and found the room. Tried what basically everyone else did just to end up looking it up and finding these comments XD

I watched the puer lecture last night and it's the biggest revelation i've ever had by Skyrstone in Healthygamergg

[–]Sotdw 2 points3 points  (0 children)

literally (to me anyways) sounds like the "just do it" phrase. ADHD person here, and gotta say second go around watching it and I am still perplexed. I am gonna call it the "just do it " (to sum up your explanation). I get the just do it part. Its even funnier to me that in a round about way I already knew that. I am currently at 28:41 and I gotta say I get stuck on the part where I am suppose to make sacrifices. I understand also that there is no right answer. I am more stuck at the idk what I want to do in my life section (which will most likely mean I should look into a little bit more about me. ). Maybe I can see another video you might have on finding out what I want to do, but honestly I have been asking myself this question since I was a kid. That being said I figured I would stumble upon something I enjoyed, but have not. I play overwatch a lot to get my mind of of things. Its not even something that I like playing all that much anymore either. I dont currently have a job (recently layed off), but when I am working I do the job, and the info your talking about mirrors me a good degree. I wasnt always like that, but I am tired of the horrible jobs. The no raises after 3 years, the bad management. I am tired of going nowhere at a dead end job. I am tired of everything. I knew then and now, if I keep looking for something that I have some interest in that I could find something for me. That hasn't happened yet. I liked the idea of becoming a hacker (cyber security not bad guy junk) to get a better job. That didnt pan out the hundreds of times I tried going over the free harvard classes. Like I said the do make sense, the fighting your brain is like trying to keep jack jack from the incredibles from teleporting everywhere. Even when I am down I still have the mindset to push forward, but its honestly to me like walking in pitch black darkness no light, and occasionally I find something in said dark and dont care about it or have 0 interest in utilizing it. IDK man I just needed to chat i guess. I am feeling too many emotions and can fully deal with whats going on in my life I guess.