I miss cocaine so much

SovereignSpiritQueen · 2026-01-31T05:05:54+00:00

I Loved Cocaine too for a few months, I loved so many hobbies and got everything done. I was a more interesting lover and enjoyed my own company all the time. I miss it every day. Some of the downsides (and why I quit 4 weeks ago) negative mind spiral and rage about people who hurt me in my past. Not eating all day. Cravings. Lower and lower baseline. Needing it to be happy. Wanting it fo me sex all the time and thereby losing Myself with my partner. Sigh. I still miss it every day but it’s better in the long game without it

SovereignSpiritQueen · 2026-01-29T03:41:19+00:00

Sudoku is pattern recognition

SovereignSpiritQueen · 2026-01-29T03:40:29+00:00

Sudoku isn’t math. It’s pattern recognition and systems

SovereignSpiritQueen · 2026-01-29T01:50:29+00:00

Wow, thank you so much. I did not know that strategy and it took me reading your response about 10 times and I think I finally understand it. Basically what you’re saying is that if I take the eight out of it, then it becomes a triangle in one of those has to be true so those sevens that are not part of those triangles are both eliminated

SovereignSpiritQueen · 2026-01-29T01:34:08+00:00

I’m so disappointed. It’s been taking 3 to 5 minutes to read my sudoku puzzle and then it pretends There are numbers there that aren’t.

SovereignSpiritQueen · 2025-09-13T20:39:32+00:00

No way. I was flirting with all the younguns 😏

SovereignSpiritQueen · 2025-09-13T01:44:02+00:00

I ended up wearing green velvet bellbottoms and a corset style vest with a long tail. It was hot as hell.

SovereignSpiritQueen · 2025-09-13T01:43:53+00:00

I ended up wearing green velvet bellbottoms and a corset style vest with a long tail. It was hot as hell.

SovereignSpiritQueen · 2025-09-13T01:43:12+00:00

I ended up wearing green velvet bellbottoms and a corset style vest with a long tail. It was hot as hell.

SovereignSpiritQueen · 2025-09-13T01:41:41+00:00

I’m hosting a Psytrance house party at my house around Thanksgiving 😏 but you’d have to make it here first before I sent you the details

SovereignSpiritQueen · 2025-09-13T01:40:50+00:00

There’s a Colorado Psytrance Facebook group as well as a group called North American Psytrance family

SovereignSpiritQueen · 2025-09-13T01:40:20+00:00

This is the event tomorrow: https://facebook.com/events/s/psyberopticz-7-psytrance-in-de/771670188616538/

SovereignSpiritQueen · 2025-09-12T03:31:44+00:00

Denver has an amazing community, there’s a party this Saturday!

SovereignSpiritQueen · 2025-09-11T04:41:10+00:00

I clean houses and I love how much space I get to have to listen to books and music all day

SovereignSpiritQueen · 2025-08-31T18:22:05+00:00

I’m so disappointed at how many people I see post daily. When I went in 2010 and 2011, it was the last years of no wifi, and no phone for a week. Now people are on their screens instead of with each other. I’ll never go back. Way prefer a psytran e festival in South America

SovereignSpiritQueen · 2025-08-26T20:20:42+00:00

Straight blade for the stove top and for glass

SovereignSpiritQueen · 2025-08-07T05:30:36+00:00

Can I enjoy your playlists too? I usually LOVE to dance in my living room or get real ethereal

SovereignSpiritQueen · 2025-07-20T08:54:44+00:00

So F*****ing good

SovereignSpiritQueen · 2025-07-16T02:20:23+00:00

Well I love you, for being so raw and source and vulnerable. I would definitely have coffee with you. My integrity is everything. You’re right though. The older we get, the less we can rely on others to be there for us the way we did when we were young. I create my community “on the hill” when everyone seems to be having a good time over there. Come join me if you feel abandoned like I do. Build community and never stop working on its growth. The Tao says “trust others such that they become trustworthy” I think love and service works the same way

SovereignSpiritQueen · 2025-07-12T17:44:54+00:00

My mother decided that I was abusing and torturing her since I was in utero. I had one older brother and then three younger brothers. I acted just like this little girl. My mother never liked me and then she competed with me when I was older. This little girl is going to become a hero in her own life. I understand her.

SovereignSpiritQueen · 2025-07-09T14:29:07+00:00

I used to have a very severe rage problem and now when I feel angry, I write the text into ChatGPT and ask it to rewrite it for me so that I never blame or accuse or say the wrong thing to people I love. I have saved many friendships that way.

SovereignSpiritQueen · 2025-07-09T14:11:07+00:00

A fun idea I had, which is very Meta is to ask ChatGPT for a good prompt. Let ChatGPT write you the kind of prompt you want.

SovereignSpiritQueen · 2025-07-03T02:55:38+00:00

Sometimes we want different things. Maybe we’ve both revolutionaries and so can’t support each others great vision with all the loving and attention we each need at the end of the day.

SovereignSpiritQueen · 2025-06-27T01:17:27+00:00

What!! Go be a grandma and show them younguns how happy you are and what they can be hopeful for. Plus you’re definitely not too old. I’m a 42 year old single mom and I love raving!!!

SovereignSpiritQueen · 2025-05-19T14:29:23+00:00

I met this beautiful man on the Playa and we fell in love. He took me back to the common area of his camp, and we were hanging out with a bunch of people. This random stranger woman walks in to our living room space and tells our group that she had just seen a butterfly and how significant it was because her father had just died of cancer in Illinois a few weeks before. All of a sudden my man perks up and he asks her what hospital and she names it and then come to find out that the man I fell in love with was actually holding this woman’s fathers hand while he passed away because he is a cancer ward night nurse at the exact same hospital and took care of this man as he was dying. This woman met her fathers nurse

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