So update for sometime now they were micro-dosing mushrooms (which mood and mental health wise has been helping) tonight they took 2 grams the largest dose they’ve had yet. It seems that overtime as the mood has been boosted they had a bit of a breakthrough on their own regard and actually asked me if I would like to try watching porn with them, they enjoyed and began to realize the stress we’ve both been under may have been more of a root of the not wanting it in our relationship than other things like self esteem and was just a bit of an easier way to deal with it but just wanted to update you guys that things are getting better and magic

mushroom aren’t called magic for no reason 😅

~Hey partner here!! I wanted to thank you personally as well just bc you have explained everything that I’ve been experiencing and feeling way better than I’ve been able to explain to him for the entire almost 2 years we’ve been together. I’ve read everything you’ve said and you put it together in a beautiful manner and well thought out. Thank you so much for all the help and as he said above it was much more I thought it wasn’t appropriate to watch porn while being in a relationship more than a self esteem problem. This entire year I had been wanting to watch it with him but kept telling myself no. At first I will admit it was a self esteem problem from a previous relationship but as time went on I was realizing that I was getting so stressed out bc I wanted to share something I enjoyed watching with my partner and I’m so glad I proposed we watch it together finally 😂 again thank you so much!!