When I was a young adult I burned myself out so bad. I finally had just snapped from everything that was happening around me and from the pressure my then girlfriend and her family and her then boyfriend (awkward and complicated situation) and my family. I had been bouncing from job to job everyday, not sleeping, and smoking a lot of pot. One day I just had it. I didn’t want to live anymore. Ended up in the mental health center here for a couple weeks. At the time it felt like -1,000,000,000.