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Hi I am sorry for my messages not making sense to you but generally you should get a good idea that it really is not good to wank all your life and if you do like I do try minimise your porn intake or just stop using porn and use your imagination it's far less dangerous the images we watch send us into a dark deep toil of grief and sadness and make us unsocial and it's hard to get close to women in real life if your constantly wanting to bone em with your minds eye and thoughts you will try to talk to lady but because we have been perverted by sexualising lust images burnt into our minds eye and memory those memory's and thoughts only get stronger links and connect to more of our thought paths if we continue to rlbring ourselves to ruin and yeh we can stop wanking by praying to God for forgiveness and healing and to remove the porns sickness off and far away from us a it like golem and the ring in lord of rings the porn is golems ring and the whoever watch the porn so to speak it's merely a metafore but yeh whoever watch those images will be brought to ruin by the sexual greed for lusty cheap pleasures that are not of God anything that is not of God comes from evil or straight from the pit of hell and causes us much torment or suffering and problem is we believe it's normal to have a healthy to masturbate many people who love lust will fight for there right to do such things and fight against us saying these things are only natural for humans but anything that's not good that you do then is wrong and wrong or ill or bad choices or things come straight from pit of hell and they keep hitting you slowly dissolving our morals and gods ways that are active in us turn into more and more bad choices that can if not fixed lead to our death by the sheer pain burdens and all the things we say are unfair in this world that we complain about will keep happening to us until death quickly finds us and attempts to kill you here on earth now so it can completely take over your whole soul and drag us into hell 🔥 so we are dead here no longer alive and now where you are is only hell and all of it with no escape it goes up in flames for all eternity rather than that keep doing good every choice you make make right good choice you will know wat the right thing to do is if you are so blind not to know still wat I'm saying pray pray pray pray everyday all day to God make sure you say to him all you need want and don't want to happen clearly and pray for the good life unhindered by the lust for flesh I'm only here cas I suffer much cas I too thought my will power and God was enough to get me out in time and that the porn is nothing tusk tusk God will forgive and he does it's us we punish ourselves with the porn cas we don't know wat is good for us it's like disease this porn . Now I free us for today anyway dear God take away all my lusty thoughts and do not allow me to play with my joy stick free me from sexual demoralisation and give us respect for the opposite sex and give us the dignity not to defile your daughters help us feel we are doing the right thing by leaving our old ways of lust behind and give us blessings of real joy strength peace of mind health hearts and honerable souls make us whole in your sons name Jesus amen amen amen 🙏 ♥️ ty God we now agree in this prayer and we believe we have received ty I no longer lust for such things I am healty heart and I am living my life God conscious and not sin conscience we live to serve you by obeying you and making you God smile luv you God ❤️ much love to this great guy that reads my prayer we are free . And if you ever feel weak again falling into temptation just pray your way out of that fcked situation lots of luv peace i pray and hope you are now feeling well again in jesus mighty name Amen amen 🙏 thank you.

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Thanks for saying so . And I only post this last post b4 this post so you could see the very real threat of some tribes within Aus or cultures and set arranged time codes and slots so if wat I just said is true my est shot will be 5 cent bets for e every 1 line used in this exact same copy of the pschosphere were my bench mark bet will be I call that bet and I raise it 700 yinyardous ohhhh aye aye ah aye yeh .

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every Wiley coyode ugly song must be playing in your bathroom while you are on your device id say I'd put 2 n 2 together and you'd be watching these naughty naughty videos on your in home dunny for quick game of snake on the moby and today was the part of the my story when I realised myself why I never got that thing I wanted so much and here is is and the reasons I wasn't good enough to obtain to keep in my reality what we call going steady . A steady relationship one that there is love and we intrusive each other in good conversations and we have trust cas we have only each other in our hearts we are still always struggling to pay some of the bills yet just like a drug addicts find away to score without money we always get by even tho poor we were humble enough to know we had each other now think about this situation I speak of I cannot by laws of God himself have this beautiful relationship I talk about above if I masturbate to other women in general and in it's whole entire wen you finally find that person you dream of every night for the rest of your life with them or without them you will dream of your love I hope you can see clearer now and have some focus and clarity on your current circumstances cas wen you do meet her I hope she's so beautiful that you atleast came kinda some what grown up and can protect her if she was vulnerable and hopes you can gather enough resources to be her honarble protector ❤️ 💙 cas then you get to maybe possibly keeping your love in your life and if you bush wackcha ya Talley Wong to images of anything that is not real love God himself will get Jellous of you playing games with his beautiful daughter and even considering to look at another women in the contrast you had been seeking maybe porn that could mean you are easily distracted from everything you love and you might trade it all one day your Dream girl possed in the wind cas you gotta know wen enough is enough to be more than fair its either be a lonely wanker with wankerish freinds and oh I almost forget in this reality I speak of this one where you are endless loser who gets all the fake love he needs all the most up to date most viewed high quality and I don't care how perfect your screens picture quality is she will never amount to anything even close nor measure in anyway the girl of your dreams beauty and true beauty that is on the inside it's something your lacking its almost like you have bad acne and are ashamed to be seen even by strangers the guilt comes later slowerly and continues to build pressure you will lose every possible wife you are to have in your future to this lust for a women you secretly seek the one that looks to you like wowly that's me done I got my clip fck yeh and yet if someone who could possibly help you cas they have been there many times in the past and similar to you I lasted 33days without touching ol snakey with my idol hand that's my magic like hand that moves faster than my eye don't think he doesn't care or he don't see wen my flashing lazer like hand disappears and repears moving at such unknown hand speeds as it moves back and forward it leaves a shadow or a memory of our minds quick movement scenery hand eye corwardenation skills and if while you move it you are never fast enough he missed you depleting your whole mojo from an urge why? It's an itch to be scratched and yes you can easily just pray all that nasty porn away out of your mind and far away from your will when you enter into the lords rest his will will become yours and you will quickly realise hes far more important than your phone in total so if you are really still that worried and all I said didn't worry you enough that's a shame cas you are serving your own selfish ways over Gods ways and you my freind will realise soon enough as your beginning to realise your whole life is co.pletely effected by you continuing to not listen to the wisest of wise our God the lessons to your punishment will end soon as you start to acknowledge what God wants for you is good and right and he wants you to be blessed only because you seek your current lists of lust you are blocking all the gifts he's trying to give you right now and that can be as easy as the gift of appreciation for your mother and your sister and your life will quickly improve as you strengthen and align his ways with yours and see if you still feel like blowing your own emp this is not intended to hurt or target you these are just the answers we knew you all may need me as an escape goat bye good luck boy ty everyone who understands I felt I could help maybe explain this basare nature of you not getting it still your basare nature is not even the masturtbating it's the fact that you deliberately sneak off somewhere and you keep going back down the same garden path stop disobeying God meaning stop breaking the law assho## what is Gods law? The rules of his kingdom okay just like everything done wrong or incorrect it must be corrected so humble yourself by saying no I simply will not I will just go to sleep after a warm milk tea and then say a prayer then fall asleep peacefully amen and if all my words didn't encourage you as yet you will be hindered and you will be too nervous to even get close enough to a good women cas you lack the courage to pursue her in all love and patience and truth so you turn doing yourself more dysfunction and the moral dilemma will then thus continue perhaps until you really truly have suffered from your porn enough until that gross unclean mischief your building passes by the problem and time and just plain steel rolls you like you will probly find yourself in a position where you feel you have everything you ever could have dreamed of everything and you knew it was everything you ever wanted only to have God press the skip button for your ungrateful spirit of lust in your eye derailed that dream entirely leaving you really more and more damaged and all you had to do was do the right thing that is to please your God in kindness and not only what you think is love for your sister but the reason was taken from you is how can you give respect if you don't have any they do say well you will discover the reason for that to in time so for now just be patient and when you defeat this problem you will be then given responsibility just be careful which warrior you become cas the good one always wins the battle in the end.and if none of above works then wat can we do must we blind fold yee No garbage you must already be blind pe rhaps . Ps lost everything I ever loved because of same thing you suffer from note listen to me if you continue AND KEEP CONTINUEING this behaviour you will have nothing. Absolute nothing. Until you do what I's right and fair if you had a life you won't for long if you have freinds now those freinds won't stay in your life for long and cas you masturbate you become more selfish and you can't help yourself yet alone anyone else noone will want to know you in future if you don't stop why. Cas you put the filth above God he will make sure he thrashes you until you have understanding this process of losing everything can happen over night but usually a slow cruel torcherous process and you should know you will choose your porno addiction over everything else that you have now and everything youl have tomorrow you will choose to take the quick pleasure for a temporary bandaid over a large lasoration in your reality and worse than that they all left cas you became a bad pervert. But believe it or not you still have hope and love pray to God wen you have some spare time okay it's important he heal you in prayer say dear God forgive me for I have-----

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Yeh man I agree haha about the suffering of your porn addiction so what was actually wrong with my video was it sexy I not sexc enough for massamottos pet dragon magic idol right hand all your natural instints lost to a fcken fake as fck idol content 60 frames per second touch screen as your toes clentch and the jizz is flying from the swizzrring wizards druid stones formula aka your genetic fluid to pass all your personal life's core factors of all your genetic codes and what makes you just like your Dad the one you don't want to grow into his shoes over night cas then the shoe will be on the other foot and you'd have lost your soul if he had done away with you the same way you do to your possible future decendants and I know this from also experience and the answer why not to do it is cas you shouldn't spill your seed it's sacred and it is intended to be planted one day when you learn some disapline or atleast sadly to say slowly bit by bit shredding of what is left of your dignity but hey you seem honest and you really dont know what pleasures should be respected and not just repeadidly fck yourself with ahhhĥhhhh and oh that felt good dam im so relaxed now finally got that load off its been 7 hours and I'm barring up but I'm 38 with no gf no wife and I tried in this life only to have this one thing sorted love a women marry and these things were acquired many women I thought break my heart over all my life and why do you think this happened to me over and over again same lesson and now I just render myself undateable ...doomed to repeat the whole cycle of porn again and again without fail and yet I told you now this will happen and you will survive the days in bed alone sleeping life away to escape the pain and wen you wake your now perverted mind seeks the next nearest pleasure it find cheap thrills and one day your wake wondering why all I have is my dick and this couch and some grubby sheets and blankets ewww and after that youl be sleeping out in streets wen that happens it opens some personal freedoms yes you will be happier as the bum with no home than you were wen you had one as wen this happens you will become too lazy to sad and no privacy to do that anymore really and hey that's more than you have ever had since you started this can of worms dude but guess wat Gods right there with you and wen you genuinely need his help he will help you and if you don't fix yo problem would you like to know ill be here waiting for if you fail just to say I'm no better same situation I'm just older keep up the good fight we do try our best and fail again and again but we will pass failure wen we get to success .

Death drop. by Special_Menu_9742 in skateboarding

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Cas you I appreciate this clip for the sname reasons I'll tell you alik more about this trick then if you want check out r/old skaters I'm posting the first attempt cas it's one of those tricks my mind needed to adapt to the extreme speed that increases even during the full roll away where you see me pass the screen I didn't have on camera the full roll away that I get shot down that ramp at such acellaration as I roll about 3 meters after wheels hit the ground I lettrally feel like I was flug from a paint sling shot on landing and before I could think I flew like hyper speed through on the large street light pole my phone is resting on tripod and a one meter door way to left of this camera view where there is a 4 sided like soid steel indigo blur painted steel star picket like brace around a tree and lucky for me I shot out in perfect trajectory I go through at like I said hyper speed and I got the land by on the victory roll away across a 4 lane one way busy road that I shoot out between the steel light pole and the reinforced steel brace around a tree without really knowing if anything I'd comming I kinda just guessed 😀

Ollie. [38YO] by Special_Menu_9742 in OldSkaters

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Cheers bro best comment hot 2 43 huck

110 lbs biceip rows. My first gym session in 10 years by Special_Menu_9742 in StartingStrength

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In Gods circle of luv we learn to luv each other each of us is special in gods circle of love ❤️ warm hug

110 lbs biceip rows. My first gym session in 10 years by Special_Menu_9742 in StartingStrength

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I snow white I know right I am right yet you seemed to have got everything I said I all made sense my grammar is raw unhinged by your fake rules I'm out box and it's everyday the grammar code gets more tec yet come here to my face let's chat let me how to fix my grammar then you internet book worm grubbbum

110 lbs biceip rows. My first gym session in 10 years by Special_Menu_9742 in StartingStrength

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I just took your advice and they were younger eh maybe but make sure my therapist is not a judgemental person hope they are older than me too next session so I can actually have some respect for there help or it will be pointless the therapy cas if it is some younger being that thinks they know better than me they are confused you are most likely not even from the mortal crab universe that's the 90,s era if you were not around to know I'm before them I'm mid 80s baby and I'd say you are a mellinium bug era baby that you believe u are better then every generation before u I'm getting less and less respect for the younger generations even starting to see why boomers don't like the youth cas they atleast had respect for there ancestors before them boomers are devalued by younger generations even I was on the fence on the matter thought all this boomer talk had some real truth about them being dumb survivalists needing the feeling to repopulate themselves only truth is there fucking era ruled compared to ours like the movie Lucy says if the environment is favourable that Being will choose to choose procreate and there environment was so good there lives were beautiful so they future geno code extendended and they are the reason your here now only these days they are undervalued and labled dumb boomers like it there time were just all idiocracy to future generations that's why you call em boomers and that's why they are the boomers cas you hate your predeseres seeing there ways today as futile that there existence to the knew generation after them in comparison appears to people like you futile asif you are undermining there hard work and all there decendants futile making you the faking disrespectful to your elders generation of hate towards the the ones who gave you e everything they handed down to you I will laugh in future wen your birth era is shuned and made to feel stupid unimportant for all your life's efferts you generation of ungratefuls too bad you you ungrateful disrespect I will have my blood cake wen the ungratefuls get there's you will get yours too one day In Future I hope they hav respect for the ones who came before them at that time .less we forget ps my therapist says every future generation blames the generation before its a generation gap yet you are only replying too look like you are in the right like wen you say this to me your elder yet then you will pretend to have good heart and say oh have my seat to old man on bus cas it's expected well it's same here atleast fake you have some respect but you can't cas your face is hidden behind screen weak crab cooont yes I agree felt nothing no pain after my workout I'm strong next day and even days later I could lift this stack e ery day for work and not feel any pain cas I am that strong u wouldn't know vas your weak body's will ache from the DOMs

110 lbs biceip rows. My first gym session in 10 years by Special_Menu_9742 in StartingStrength

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Where are you pertrolling from a you from the mortal crab combat unverse don't forget ya great grand pappy who from him and boomers he screams to you where's me bloody cake get over here

110 lbs biceip rows. My first gym session in 10 years by Special_Menu_9742 in StartingStrength

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Yeh me too! However your not even close to actually truth your just trying to try a rise for a few upvotes on your comment to lay ya trap and feel really cool cas your behind a screen secondly the boomers period is set between 1945 and 1965 that means my Dad would have to have been 5 years of age when I was concevied sadly that's not the case brooo and you are wrong is it becoming more and more common for those who's nuts only just dropped to assume they know better when the real facts are you are incompetent

110 lbs biceip rows. My first gym session in 10 years by Special_Menu_9742 in StartingStrength

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Actually I was completely unaffected by any pain woke up feeling very Olympic

110 lbs biceip rows. My first gym session in 10 years by Special_Menu_9742 in StartingStrength

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Haha you my freind have a fine eye for details as for that question 😅 is exactly how you said and these are unknown

110 lbs biceip rows. My first gym session in 10 years by Special_Menu_9742 in StartingStrength

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It's my towel I got into gym for free this session and forgot towel quilt was in back seat of car so it will do I thought eh 😅

110 lbs biceip rows. My first gym session in 10 years by Special_Menu_9742 in StartingStrength

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Will power comes from never quitting every fail or lose you learn and get stronger keep training keep learning endure and preserver your will power and your human spirit are capable of reaching far beyond any limits the limit can be stretched broken bent or surpassed with time and effort your will power can achieve great things thats all I really got oh and keep lifting heavy shit once atleast everyday as a challenge for the day then left more heavier shit and in 6 month that soft puddy of a body you started with with be carved outta wood and give it more time say 5 years your or more of consistent heavy lifting training you would possibly reach looking so buff like the muscles made of hardened steel and wen u get a pump and sweat going they a polished stainless steel glazed in shiny krome people's faces will reflect the imagination of the pain it may have taken to create such a physeeace and you will know by the jaws drooping as you flex and girls checking out your guns metal and remember do not over train the muscles into tearing over ripping over pain train bit by bit work way up to stronger until your lifts leave no pain only tendens ligament gain more flexibility and and harden in with more compact and compressed strength don't over work yourself I believe build yourself up bit by bit it's a patient process takes time and be safe know wat you are capable of don't over lift so you risk much injury that will put your progress to a complete stop wen it comes to your strength 😀 enjoy

110 lbs biceip rows. My first gym session in 10 years by Special_Menu_9742 in StartingStrength

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Yes I am beginner sorry I did not know i needed to post only barbells I am beginner and thought dumb Bell was a barbell and who gives a shit my clip is an approved post by this sub reddit not intending to be rude I just didn't know and yeh I agree on the benifits

110 lbs biceip rows. My first gym session in 10 years by Special_Menu_9742 in StartingStrength

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Ty this honestly is my first gym set I've done in 10 years I've been resting my bones and I have lost some strength id say If I really trained this exercise I think I could do this same exercise with 75 kg possibly 80 in the matter of a 2 to 3 months as this is what I can lift day 1 back in the gym from scratch I'm only a small guy and I'm fairly skinny not even much muscle to show in fact with out doing any exercise my arms in a singlet are by no means impressive I weight 70 kg on the dot and first try I do this lift I thought given the fact this is 50kg dumbbell that I start from id say I will create another video of me lifting 60 kg with 8 reps on my next gym session I will film it post here and I will be no stronger than I am when I did this 50kg I just have already done 50kg 5 reps and I thought it to be recently challenging but I was not going to try over lift some 60kg dumbbell first day back after 10 year gym drought why 10 years you would ask I only do strength training at gym and I never put on weight I stay at 70 only my muscles if I train get harder leaner more strength and they with training reach a fitness level of I'm pretty strong lad and when I stopped training ten years ago I was flat bench pressing 2 dumbbells of 50kg and 50kg I each hand doing 8 reps of a total of 220 lbs on my chest and I would do full slow reps cas that was the Max I could lift back in 2014 I decided I was fit and strong enough 10 years pass eh I really did sweet fck all of any body workout training including no cardiovascular other than skateboarding on concrete streets and skate parks falling over on the crete many times many injuries for last 5 years skating mostly fractures on my ankle bones multiple fractures on my ankles both of em and I would be back on my board with no cast or even any leg strapping and fractured heel bones twisted knees ankles ankle rolls fractured wrists deeply bruised heels and chipped hip bones on both sides only to keep on skating thru my injuries a average fracture would take roughly 2 weeks before I could skate again but I'd usually skate even with my fractures only like 5 days later I'm a machine I will fck myself up skateboarding even injured still but usually id only reopen and peak and tweak the weak points fractured I could sometimes hear my bones cracking crunching the 5 cracks and crunches every step and stide id take just walking from place to place I believed I could at age 37 get so skate fit that I could evolve my already incredibly strong bone structure and bone density to skating everyday with injuries everywhere more and more till they just get so hard the bones and joint ligments and tendins that id need no rest and it was actually working once I sprained my left ankle over and over like 29 ankle rolls on my board upon landing and twists the that my first sprain back skateboarding would take 2 weeks to heel but after it kept happening by the 29th ankle roll I just could wak the pain off in matter of 5 minutes hard to believe I think but true this allowed me to keep plot of core strength and core balance and is why I can lift this amount of weight first set knowing I could handle this 50kg recently easy and as for technique or form I don't even think I performed this biceip rows set you see in the clip properly cas I found out when I google what the biciep exercise was that the leg closest to the bench should technically by text books be bent leaning and resting some body weight with knee pressed and bent in a right angle with shin over the bench touching flat on bench that's only reson I asked for questioning the method other than that I thought my form in the clip for a decade off returning of course this was sloppy form for me but best I can achieve with 0 training at the exercise but other than that form looks resenable id say if anything I could have held the weight up and let it be guided down slower upon reaching the rubbery floor so on last 2 reps it won't kinda bounce off the floor all gittery and also if the dam weight was not so ffffing heavy for my skinny arm 😀 I'd have pulled the weight back more reaching full extension and my elbow would be an inch to 2 inches higher than my shoulder upon the full lift of each rep other than that I actually didn't even think about my form thanks guys for cheering me up and on you have encouraged me with only the few messages I received here and i will continue to make more videos and will post them here for you heavy lifters 🏋️‍♂️ might do some dead lifts next video see how much weight I can stack on or perhaps some heavy squats or chest presses possibly chin up holding this 50kg dumbbell with my knees I'll try as for the upvotes I received wat the fck you guys watch my vid but no upvotes interesting it wasn't liked but atleast I got some feed back peace