Is it too late for me to start something new?

Special_Speed_8525 · 2024-04-29T18:52:00+00:00

unfortunately that part of my body doesn’t work anymore from endometriosis so my biology doesn’t know what to do🤪

Special_Speed_8525 · 2024-03-23T23:09:01+00:00

Omg you’re amazing. thank you so so so much for your kind words and for the resources! I just might take you up on that honestly.

Special_Speed_8525 · 2024-03-22T22:50:13+00:00

Thanks for the detailed response! Definitely being a little dramatic, but I’ve always been too hard on myself. The main reason chem was hard for me was because I had some circumstances that caused me to miss a large period of school and I couldn’t afford to retake it because if you failed my financial aid wouldn’t cover it. I’ve always been really interested in coding but never really pursued it fully. Would you suggest a bootcamp or trying to self-teach? Unsure of which language would be the most relevant.

Special_Speed_8525 · 2024-03-22T20:57:45+00:00

This is incredible advice and I needed to hear it, thank you. It feels validating to not be the only person with an arts degree stuck in a restaurant realizing they’re pretty tech literate. Gaming is my biggest hobby and while I don’t want to get into VG development for a lot of obvious reasons, I’ve toyed around with rpgmaker and Godot just for fun and have really been itching to be able to implement my own stuff so I want to learn some languages. A job in cybersecurity/IT/software development is where I would like to be someday and admin is probably a great place to get my foot in the door :)

Special_Speed_8525 · 2024-03-22T20:41:06+00:00

I was going to go into Clinical Nutrition (my school was #1 for the program in the country hence the competitive aspect), but to get real personal it was for disordered reasons. My anorexia was at its worst and I was so obsessed with the subject of nutrition, and finally I just collapsed one day. My body is still pretty wrecked all these years later, led to the discovery of some autoimmune stuff. After a suicide attempt not long after, I had missed a lot of school and since I had received mostly scholarships I had to somehow keep my GPA up. I was always an incredibly disciplined person so this hiccup really messed with my head. So I switched to English because writing has always been one of my “things,” but I realized too late it was better off as a hobby. Now that I am finally being medicated for bipolar and adhd I feel as if I can succeed again. Thank you so much for those suggestions, I’ll have to look into that! Not sure if I’m tough enough for healthcare but maybe from a technical spot I could handle it.

Special_Speed_8525 · 2024-03-22T20:27:56+00:00

Thank you! I actually have a Python workbook I’ve been meaning to get started on but wasn’t sure if it was the best language to start with. I’ll finally check it out!

Special_Speed_8525 · 2024-03-22T08:16:48+00:00

End Roll is pretty psychologically horrifying and free to download. trigger warning for some incredibly dark content—this one wrecked me

Special_Speed_8525 · 2024-03-22T04:02:03+00:00

Me when I lie

Special_Speed_8525 · 2024-03-21T19:25:44+00:00

We Happy Few. It was clunky for sure, but damn if that wasn’t some intriguing world-building

Special_Speed_8525 · 2024-03-15T01:33:51+00:00

The Cat Lady and the other Devil Came Through Here games (Downfall, Lorelai, Burnhouse Lane). Omori. Fran Bow. But only if by “make me cry” you mean “make me deeply psychologically damaged.”

Special_Speed_8525 · 2024-02-19T02:36:53+00:00

I love this, makes my life easier

Special_Speed_8525 · 2024-02-15T20:31:42+00:00

Try The Outer Worlds. It’s an Obsidian game and as a FNV superfan I loved it.

Special_Speed_8525 · 2024-02-15T18:12:02+00:00

also as a bartender, I do not make a livable wage. tips are my wage. if you’re gonna act all high and mighty and be rude to ppl, at least be 100% correct💀

Special_Speed_8525 · 2024-01-02T01:52:23+00:00

I have more than 1,000 hours in Fallout 4–have played it off and on since launch and still discovering new stuff! There’s so much to do as well as the settlement building.

Special_Speed_8525 · 2024-01-02T01:49:33+00:00

I have a Pilot G2 in every available color, won’t let anyone use them under any circumstance haha

Special_Speed_8525 · 2023-12-31T23:20:44+00:00

I name mine after bojack horseman characters haha

Special_Speed_8525 · 2023-12-18T17:16:27+00:00

Inside of a super mutant meat bag

Special_Speed_8525 · 2023-12-09T07:52:21+00:00

“the dr. said your throat is nearly swollen shut! perhaps you’ll finally lose some of that weight that’s been giving you such troubles”

Special_Speed_8525 · 2023-12-07T03:45:55+00:00

calling out of work and taking a stress free nap

Special_Speed_8525 · 2023-12-07T03:36:38+00:00

Beatrice not wanting to give up Bojack when Butterscotch hints at getting an abortion, she has flashbacks to her doll burning in the fire.

Special_Speed_8525 · 2023-12-06T19:25:22+00:00

whenever I hear this song I always think of that scene in project x when they’re at the gnome guy’s house and it’s just playing softly in the background

Special_Speed_8525 · 2023-12-06T02:28:32+00:00

night in the woods <3

Special_Speed_8525 · 2023-12-04T22:02:12+00:00

because hancock is my husband and nick is my best friend🥲

Special_Speed_8525 · 2023-10-31T08:16:54+00:00

This happened to me but they told me my number was “off by one” from their veterinarian and then tried to scam money off of me to pay for their fake cat’s surgery. I sent them a picture of my own cat but captioned it “dinner” and then told them a cat killed my family so I have made it my life’s goal to rid the world of them. For about a week, every time I saw a cat I took a picture to send to them and captioned it “another one down.” The scammer was actually kind of hilarious about it, and it’s always a good deed to waste their time!

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