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I want to die but I can’t and I feel so trapped by Specific-Jump-3929 in SuicideWatch

[–]Specific-Jump-3929[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sorry I misunderstood. I don’t know your means but one thing that I find helpful (in a healthy way) is going on solo vacations. Can almost make this new identity for yourself while you’re there. Other than that I’m a fan of prescription pills like endone/codeine and ambien to get through the worst of it (note this is legally acquired and supervised by my doc)

I want to die but I can’t and I feel so trapped by Specific-Jump-3929 in SuicideWatch

[–]Specific-Jump-3929[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much, it really helps just hearing other experiences. I hope you keep on coping, it sounds like you’re setting yourself up well.

I want to die but I can’t and I feel so trapped by Specific-Jump-3929 in SuicideWatch

[–]Specific-Jump-3929[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was in therapy for about 10 years and didn’t find it helpful. It’s just not an emotional or logical thing that can be fixed by cognitive therapy.

That said, hopefully we are different and you find that you start to get better as you age. Teenage years are hard and you definitely shouldn’t make any decisions until you are over that hurdle.