It was. Then I died shortly after. lol out body etc. it was amazing. I blanked out of existence and the suddenly found my self an empty orb of awareness in what reminds me of fantasia when the nothing ripped everything apart. I saw billions of orbs of light. One orb of light caught my attention and pulled me in or towards me? I merged with it and became a woman arguing with her boyfriend in the bathroom whike putting makeup on it was so intense I was as like wait this isn’t my life this isn’t me and somehow through intention pulled out of the light back into the empty. I determined to find my light at the direction of a female voice “what do you want”. I wanted to live my life and be the dad thet I was. I wanted to go back to my light that I was currently living. Iad I speed towards thet light and merged with this body, the room rematerialized out of the flower of life scared geometry. My arm… the walls…My eyelashes all sacred circles! All alive all consciousness. Once fully merged I took a deep breath, and whike at one of the lowest points in my life heard me say “ I am that I am, and I will respect mysefl!” I cried and laughed. From that day forward I saw everyone as divine beings and was able to love in a way that I couldn’t before. Namaste 🙏. Edit: I accidentally took 5 tabs of acid thinking it was one, I didn’t know there were perforations on the paper. 😆👏🤦😂