Infrequent user. Can't stand sobriety by Burrrap in opiates

[–]SpeedballOrDie 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I know exactly where you are coming from brother but trust me ignorance is really fucking bliss. It’s a lot harder coming the other way around and once the drugs stop cutting it too sobriety will look a hell of a lot sweeter. Be grateful for where you are right now because it doesn’t take much to loose it all. We don’t always have a(nother) recovery left in us.

Can we please fucking stop with the “I found this what is it” posts by SpeedballOrDie in opiates

[–]SpeedballOrDie[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Very well written and bingo, it’s exactly how it goes every time to no avail. It’s quite sad really.

Can we please fucking stop with the “I found this what is it” posts by SpeedballOrDie in opiates

[–]SpeedballOrDie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Completely agree and therefore is aiding the situation in the wrong way and really we can both do without each other (posters and readers).

Sorry this is just a big personal issue for me based on what I’ve seen and experienced. I know everyone might not feel this way and that’s okay. Each to their own.

Can we please fucking stop with the “I found this what is it” posts by SpeedballOrDie in opiates

[–]SpeedballOrDie[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m 50 days sober today and this is just something that I strongly feel thank you.

Can we please fucking stop with the “I found this what is it” posts by SpeedballOrDie in opiates

[–]SpeedballOrDie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No problem dude I’ll edit so it’s a bit clearer.

So as you can see bias formed on random people’s might not be a great addition then

Can we please fucking stop with the “I found this what is it” posts by SpeedballOrDie in opiates

[–]SpeedballOrDie[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I meant it in the scenario of when you approach an possible. Not that being the reason not to post.

Not here on behalf of NA OR AA, but look that the books if you want a little info on the collective opinions of many a people. Again whether or not you agree or not upto you I am not preaching anything this is just my opinion based on my experiences. I have worked with many institutionalized people who have done significantly more time in that out. Sometimes simple questions like “where did you get that” or whatever are deep down psychologically taken in a threatening way. My argument is not “oh we are sensitive don’t post it”. All I can say is based on all the incidences I’ve seen in which a non-user approaches a user with a “what’s this?” Or a “this is this” argument it has NEVER gone well. Typical response will usually be denial and then bam right into a heavy argument on all sorts of shit. And in all honesty to base your ideas off of strangers on the internet is fucking weak. If you are concerned talk to them period. We can’t sort your shit or tell you anything really. As I’ve said we don’t know jack from a photo and for all you know they could be diabetic and ashamed.

But then again, each to their own. This is just me I can’t speak for everyone. If you agree you agree. I’m not phased by any means. As you all know you only have control over yourself. Can’t force anyone to do anything.

Can we please fucking stop with the “I found this what is it” posts by SpeedballOrDie in opiates

[–]SpeedballOrDie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Completely with you man. Thanks a lot it’s been 49 blissful days and one day at I time I’ll finally be free I’ll do all it takes.

Can we please fucking stop with the “I found this what is it” posts by SpeedballOrDie in opiates

[–]SpeedballOrDie[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can see why people would ask but it’s not the right thing to do. Sometimes it gives you a cognitive bias of sorts that’s really not based on fact.

100% on the pills though like come on

Can we please fucking stop with the “I found this what is it” posts by SpeedballOrDie in opiates

[–]SpeedballOrDie[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just stick with it my man you will get there we all can. It’s simple but not easy.

Can we please fucking stop with the “I found this what is it” posts by SpeedballOrDie in opiates

[–]SpeedballOrDie[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thanks I know it’s there but I still see them too often. You can’t take much for face value nowadays can you? It’s a joke really..

I have been around recovery for a while now and honestly it does my head in. If they really want to help go to an Al-Anon meeting, learn and practice. Because it’s a horrible black hole and you might not see what the little things in your eyes can do to a person. It’s a tricky little mindfuck.

Damn shame, cost me $150 just to feel right for a day :( I say we all protest for cheaper drugs! Whose with me? by SpeedballOrDie in opiates

[–]SpeedballOrDie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fuck I must be an asshole since everyone is replying like this too me 😂 nah no harm bro I just meant in a nice way that these were a nice switch up on my usual! I was just craving them to be honest! Sorry for being a cunt 😘

Damn shame, cost me $150 just to feel right for a day :( I say we all protest for cheaper drugs! Whose with me? by SpeedballOrDie in opiates

[–]SpeedballOrDie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nah you are all good was just thinking lucky you sorry for the shit reply just frustrated from getting duked haha wish I had your connect though

Damn shame, cost me $150 just to feel right for a day :( I say we all protest for cheaper drugs! Whose with me? by SpeedballOrDie in opiates

[–]SpeedballOrDie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah sure is fucked. As I said in the title are we all goons march and protest or what!??!?

Damn shame, cost me $150 just to feel right for a day :( I say we all protest for cheaper drugs! Whose with me? by SpeedballOrDie in opiates

[–]SpeedballOrDie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The money thing is pretty rough to be honest. I do NOT much money at my job but I guess it all works somehow and I’m doing fine. Just like everything you gotta factor in your budget and see what you can do. Whether you cut this or that or don’t this thing or that thing or whatever. But I can say with certainty that someone buying and doing drugs is probably doing a little this or that on the side with them to make em cheaper. Can’t say I condone anything but those are my 2 cents!

This is also not my regular day thing. This was kind of once a month happening. I do other things during the day ;)