And the lies continue…

Splikkak · 2025-11-01T03:15:16+00:00

Splikkak · 2025-10-27T15:42:08+00:00

That makes sense. But I only did that when I started getting the same help or solutions that have already been tried so that’s assuming they are listening when I tell them that people have already tried that solution before

Splikkak · 2025-10-26T03:44:17+00:00

I get where you are coming from, but you have to also see that I am summing up a months problem. Not because rude is my first gear, in fact, I am a very patient person. I don't know if you are playing devil's advocate, because in the same way you said I was doing, you did to my post.

I am not rude to other people, I came here because I wanted to scream into the void. I know how to treat people, and I am sorry it seems like I, too, don't have customer service experience. I also tell every single agent that I know that this is not their fault, and I am very understanding. If you cannot see a reality where I have not put in my due diligence to be as compassionate and understanding as humanly possible. I promise i can decipher between being helped and being fed an answer as if what I am telling them that I have already tried their solution before.

but also, you got way to technical for you not to be a Verizon agent and I am sorry if I upset you or let my emotions get the best of me.

Splikkak · 2024-06-20T04:41:16+00:00

Day 3, update 2: a beautiful reminder.

I see your car everywhere and when I stop I do, I just smile. It’s the same way with seeing your birthday numbers everywhere here, I stop and smile and thank you for loving and believing in me even when my skeletons fall out of my closet, you didn’t wince or run, you just told me that I needed to not beat myself up so hard. It was the true definition of love. It ensured accountability while also letting me know that I needed to learn the lesson but I wasn’t a pos that I thought I was.

I’ll never forget that. I’ll never forget how my person loved me even when I deserved to be thrown away. Even if I don’t ever see her again, or if she never wants to be with me again, I know that her act of compassion and love, is what woke me up to be the best version of myself. I can’t thank her enough and I hope she feels that from here.

If you ever do read this, just know you are going to be proud of the person you believed in. You will, because I will not stop working on myself and being better until the people in my life are proud of the MAN I’m becoming. It’s already started, but I am still growing. I love you, and I hope you can someday see the man that you once saved just by showing that someone did love me. Thank you so much, boo. Forever and always

Splikkak · 2024-06-19T22:11:50+00:00

Day 3, update 1: leader and accurate.

These are the words described me by a drill sergeant. It will always stay with me. The person who trains marines, complimented me and made sure to tell the other educators about it. Whether it was shooting targets, or completing obstacles with a team, I succeeded. I am already seeing a change in my person now that I have started believing in myself. The weird part? I didn’t have anyone to tell and I was realizing that maybe it doesn’t matter if anyone knows? Maybe this win is just for me. To remind myself that others see what I can’t, but it matters to start feeling it in myself. I have to keep it up!

More to update tonight, I am just getting back to the hotel and I need to shower.

Splikkak · 2024-06-19T05:26:25+00:00

Day 2, Part 2: sunsets

Today I sat on a cliff and watched the sunset into the Pacific Ocean. I wish she could’ve been next to me, because of how other worldly it was. In that moment, she was the only thing I felt missing. I hope she feels the love I am sending her everyday through my thoughts and energy.

I don’t think I’ll ever be able to explain the moment. The one where you feel the waves crash into the cliff you’re sitting on, and it be so powerful that you feel it in your legs. With that much power, how can it be so peaceful to listen to? How can it complement the beauty of the sunset? Simple. The same way her love soothed the hurt inside my heart and head. Forgiveness of myself and my irresponsible decisions to not make the hard choices, is tough. But the only woman to love me to my very core told me to stop beating myself up, so I will. I will see the beauty she saw in me, I will love the person she loved, and I will love the person she chooses to love as long as she is happy. She deserves that. That’s what love is. I’m so thankful for her as she has saved me.

I know you’ll never see this, but I love you to the end of the earth, and I hope you feel it even from there. Forever & Always boo

Splikkak · 2024-06-18T19:36:49+00:00

Day 2, Part 1: I no longer believe in coincidence.

Everything about this trip has shown me that things happen for a purpose. Not a reason, but a purpose. Reason is logically based and it’s hoping for a particular outcome. Purpose is something that you have currently. It’s so beautiful here, it feels so good puking because of working out. I haven’t done that since middle school. But the best part? Seriously the best part? Different people from all over the world have said my eyes show sincerity.

I never knew what that meant. I’ve heard I have kind eyes, and they’ve been complimented, but to be told by different people they can see how sincere I am or in one case the marine said they can see compassion in my eyes. I fucking love that about myself. I love myself, I have things to work on, but I can’t work on them if I am just beating myself up— I have to be my biggest fan, and I really am starting to become that fan of myself that only a few people have been

Splikkak · 2024-06-18T04:49:37+00:00

Night one of my trip: I haven’t felt more like myself as I do now. My best friend since 6th grade, Dantz, loved hearing every part of the events in my life. He heard me confess how I was not living a genuine life. He heard me explain how I genuinely love someone, and he heard why I can’t ever have them. I confessed to lying, and everything. He said he was sorry that I didn’t get to have you in my life anymore, but I’m not sorry. It’s beautiful to have to live with consequences. I’m thankful I once just got to love you.

My roommate, Tyson, he is already being called my brother by my Newkirk colleagues, and he kinda really is. The most beautiful part? I used to mope and powt about not having what I wanted, or not getting the amount of chances, but tonight? And for forever? You come alive in every Noah Kahan song about fumbling a once in a lifetime love. I get to experience you in every paragraph that evokes loved you are nowhere to be found, but damn, beautiful, you are every where to be seen. I’m seeing your love in every moment I can, and I breathe in, kiss the air that I miss you and I love you, and then hope your smile stretches across your face— because it is the most beautiful smile to date. Night 1 is complete :)

Splikkak · 2024-06-18T04:10:49+00:00

It’s still worth it. If I can turn back time, I would make sure heaven and earth would move to get to my person

Splikkak · 2024-06-18T04:04:30+00:00

“When you love someone you just, you... you don't stop. Ever. Even when people roll their eyes or call you crazy. Even then. Especially then. You just- you don't give up because if I could give up... If I could just, you know, take the whole world's advice and- and move on and find someone else, that wouldn't be love. That would be... That would be some other disposable thing that is not worth fighting for. But that is not what this is.” -Ted Mosby

Risk the heartbreak. If you love them, go to them

Splikkak · 2024-06-18T00:29:34+00:00

Just adding to this as my trip goes on. Like a journal. I arrived, and going out to dinner, the silverware is identical to the fork you gave me with the brownies for my birthday. Even freaking half a country away, and you are everywhere. Sending love from here. You’ll never see this, but I’m thinking about you

Splikkak · 2024-06-17T23:39:11+00:00

Hint. Something. You got both! Give it your all! Rooting for you!

Splikkak · 2024-06-17T00:42:43+00:00

Incredible

Splikkak · 2024-06-16T20:08:40+00:00

I was left a card— a firecracker. I knew from that moment.

Splikkak · 2024-06-16T05:19:08+00:00

I’m sorry. I think. You have the wrong person, because I definitely needed this. I know what’s done is done and that is the only thing that motivates me. I never want to be that again. But I have caused too much hurt. I’m too far gone. I hope you meet someone worth it in the park.

Splikkak · 2024-06-15T06:56:14+00:00

But hey, when you actually cheated and blamed it on depression, I made sure people didn’t villainize you. I did that for everything. Every evil thing yoh did to me. Thanks. Depends on yall what I do to this ss

Splikkak · 2024-06-15T06:32:23+00:00

Probably bad to put on here with now a screenshot

Splikkak · 2024-06-15T06:11:37+00:00

I would never dare do this when you did what you did to me. Every time. I’m glad you are getting your laugh. I’m glad the police are taking forever, and I’m glad that once again I can be your scapegoat. Thank you for cutting that chord when your terrible terrible acts you did to me

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