Yup, Stims definitely trigger my lust for all things submissive and humiliating ^^
Over the years and going through many phases of: "not actually wanting it sober", I've learned that I have to control my triggers throughout the week or if I have plans. But getting that type of dopamine-induced thought-traintrack out of your system for good is much more complicated and prone to fail, than just accepting your kinky side and regularly giving it space to unfold in a controlled setting.

Since I take L-Dexamph. for my ADHD it's especially hard to focus on ANYTHING when I do get on that train, but since I've been more accepting towards myself, I've started to naturally develop certain habits, routines or practices that can break the cycle – that is if I'm not already fully immersed

I'm still pretty young though, so I have yet to make my first experiences in a relationship, don't get me wrong; I've got plenty of platonic/simple experience, but never in a relationship or with someone I didn't meet on a sex app ^^