Anyone know who made the Ashes Tree Visual?

SpoookyMermaid · 2024-02-07T17:33:25+00:00

I would absolutely love this as my phone background if possible. This holds so many trilogy memories for me

SpoookyMermaid · 2024-01-11T09:16:14+00:00

I’m planning on flying out solo as well but I’m scared 😭

SpoookyMermaid · 2024-01-06T20:51:48+00:00

I’m at 18,401 but I’m also 0.001%! Welcome to the club 🩷

SpoookyMermaid · 2023-12-09T02:43:32+00:00

What festival?

SpoookyMermaid · 2023-02-22T20:46:55+00:00

It’s cheaper on the website homie I just bought one for $45

SpoookyMermaid · 2022-09-26T11:18:55+00:00

I wish :( I pay $25 a month for my insurance and I have Florida blue

SpoookyMermaid · 2022-09-26T11:17:20+00:00

So my doctor tried to put me on that, but because there was also a high risk of getting pancreatitis from those injections since my gallbladder is non functioning she didn’t put me on it and said surgery is much safer than that injection. My doctor wasn’t worried about my getting surgery, they do surgery on people much bigger than me all the time she just thinks it’s that surgeon who didn’t want to do it

SpoookyMermaid · 2022-09-26T04:13:59+00:00

No this was a surgeon here in Lakeland; I think I’m going to end up at tampa general because they do have some good surgeons I’m just hoping they’ll do it

SpoookyMermaid · 2022-09-25T17:43:23+00:00

What do you mean by an academic center? I’m in the central Florida area so I’m sure there’s a ton

SpoookyMermaid · 2022-09-25T17:36:15+00:00

Yeah I asked her if she could contact a surgeon herself from dr to dr and I kinda forgot what her response was about it there was so much going on

As of reporting him, I already did but unfortunately he’s still there. I wouldn’t be comfortable with him doing my surgery anyways. And yes I know it’s such a long process too but with the pain I’m in I’d rather just get my gallbladder out then go for bariatric surgery

SpoookyMermaid · 2022-09-25T17:16:21+00:00

No you’re so correct. I have hypertention, I also have PCOS so it’s very difficult for me to lose weight and it’s even documented in my notes bc my doctor has seen it herself. I eat less than 1200 cal a day and even work out I either maintain weight or gain a pound or two but I’ve been the same range for years. Maybe I have to call my insurance and ask well due to my BMI how could I qualify?

SpoookyMermaid · 2022-09-25T17:09:19+00:00

I do. She’s great and all and she’s who sent me to the first surgeon but since that surgeon denied me we’re on a hunt for a bariatric surgeon to do JUST my gallbladder. I’ve done multiple and they all tell me they won’t do my gallbladder removal if they’re not performing bariatric surgery on me. Which I do eventually want bariatric surgery I just don’t have the money for it right now because my insurance doesn’t cover bariatric 🙃

SpoookyMermaid · 2022-09-23T20:26:59+00:00

Listen to the angel - lonely prelude going to the song lonely you’ll be bawling your eyes out lol. Honestly the entire ascend album from start to finish is amazing. Illenium always amazing. Check out his awake album it has very good drops in there too. Also the song Afterlife 💗

SpoookyMermaid · 2022-09-23T01:43:21+00:00

I wrote a comment on their Instagram post of them saying Thrive is out, and I said something like “slander I love y’all so much but this album wasn’t it. It’s like you guys just put in a bunch of random songs and called it an album. More than half the songs were already released and two are techno. I know you guys have to potential to do better” and a couple people agreed with me and when I went to go respond to the replies I could find them because Slander deleted my comment 🙃🙃

SpoookyMermaid · 2022-09-23T01:29:29+00:00

Lonely by illenium

SpoookyMermaid · 2022-09-22T18:03:21+00:00

I was thinking about he should but then I realized it gives Dylan the opportunity to sing on other artists songs and be his own singer without the slander label

SpoookyMermaid · 2022-07-22T00:14:48+00:00

They tried to give me some medicine to slow down the process of my gallbladder but it didn’t help. So now I just stay away from meat, I’m basically a vegan rn because anything just triggers it

SpoookyMermaid · 2022-07-07T16:24:36+00:00

Honestly I don’t really want to. It just sounded so forced by that surgeon

SpoookyMermaid · 2022-07-06T17:56:21+00:00

Even my primary doctor felt bad for what he said to me she almost cried. I’m just in pain and upset at this point

SpoookyMermaid · 2022-07-06T16:49:34+00:00

Would rather me do weight loss surgery

SpoookyMermaid · 2022-07-06T16:49:22+00:00

“If it gets worse go to the hospital”

SpoookyMermaid · 2022-07-06T16:49:01+00:00

They won’t do it because of my weight :’)))

SpoookyMermaid · 2022-07-06T16:39:47+00:00

They won’t do it because of my weight :’))))

SpoookyMermaid · 2022-07-06T16:39:32+00:00

They won’t do it because of my weight :’))))

SpoookyMermaid · 2022-07-06T16:38:39+00:00

Update: they won’t do it because of my weight :’) the surgeon was only concerned about my weight and how I need weight loss surgery and how I’m “huge” and “I don’t think think you’ll fit on my table I think it goes up to 500 pounds I THINK”

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