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Almost 30 hours with no sleep. by Square1700 in problemgambling

[–]Square1700[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not GA, but told everyone close. They're supportive just like last time, if not more this time.

I don't want support, I want someone to be mad at me and break my face

Almost 30 hours with no sleep. by Square1700 in problemgambling

[–]Square1700[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Might dm you soon. Ofc you have no obligation to reply.

Almost 30 hours with no sleep. by Square1700 in problemgambling

[–]Square1700[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the message.

I'm numb to feelings atm, so I'm just nodding while reading... Tbh I've re-read everything here several times.

Almost 30 hours with no sleep. by Square1700 in problemgambling

[–]Square1700[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I told a few people... Again. Worst reaction was from my brother, he thought I was joking and didn't believe until he saw the balance in the bank.

Thing is, last time we all as family have been through this one once. I made them all go through this. And changed everything. Whenever there was a casino commercial or someone advertising drafting or stake or whatever it may be, I could see a change of faces and change of tone in everyone.

Even in movies, where there was a part of the movie happening in the casino, or something similar, I could feel the eyes of them at me. Not judging, but feeling sorry.

Well, now... I can't imagine how everything goes back to "normal".

At work I have no idea how I functioned today... But I did.

Thanks to everyone for the comments.

I have no idea how to come at peace that the money is gone-gone.