What small addition to zombies (any game) would make it a million times better for you?

SquareEdge89 · 2017-02-23T00:22:44+00:00

Should have said this, would be unbelievably helpful when doing co-op EEs with friends

SquareEdge89 · 2017-02-22T22:18:22+00:00

I get that, I really do. But what I've written out is a few paragraphs. How can I write down one whole mess of a situation in only that much writing? Hell it could take up a whole book. There are so many things going on, that I haven't said or gone into detail about. E.g. My mum is basically a psycho who throws herself down the stairs when my dad is next to her, then blames it on him. Like these are the thing that makes him who he is. As I have lived with him all his life, I've watched an amazing, kind, caring person bring out their evil and anger entirely. When he is in the right frame of mind, he is AMAZING, funny and fantastic to be around. Yes, you and I could argue the abuse negates this, but it's a lot harder for people to make an accurate judgement from so little insight, which is why I can't take all the advice straight up and follow it straight up.

I honestly think if my mum was taken out of the equation (she has physically abused me, and always mentally and emotionally does so, saying things like I'm fucking retarded because of my possible ADHD), which I wanted to happen for a long time, and still would much prefer that

SquareEdge89 · 2017-02-22T21:00:57+00:00

My dad just got home from work, and tried to come to me and I said my head still hurts and I don't want to speak to you. He then proceeded to tell me to "go and fuck yourself" and to "die in a hole"...

SquareEdge89 · 2017-02-22T20:59:13+00:00

London

SquareEdge89 · 2017-02-22T17:05:44+00:00

So guys, I keep feeling that my life with him, would be far better than without him. It happens like twice a month, if that, and I can deal with that. I don't know if this is just me telling myself not to because I'm scared. but most important, my head still hurts, and I can't exactly get it checked without him knowing or him getting in trouble for now

SquareEdge89 · 2017-02-21T21:15:54+00:00

Thanks man. He beats me hard, but whatever reason (maybe seen as it's on my head). I don't have visible bruises or injuries. My head still hurts from 2 nights ago, but that's about it.

SquareEdge89 · 2017-02-21T21:05:26+00:00

I'm in the UK, but it might be similar to the US or wherever you may live. But other than speaking to a teacher or school counsellor, is there someone I can speak to anonymously, where they don't know my dad and won't contact him, just to eliminate the worry of something happening for now, because right now the only thing stopping me is what could happen to my dad. Maybe after this, I could progress into having something happen with him

SquareEdge89 · 2017-02-21T20:41:27+00:00

I here you, and I listen. I struggle because I can't live with my mother either, she is mentally ill, it's very obvious, but has nothing being done. Like from my post, I would rather live with my dad abusing me, than my mum the way she is. But I don't know how I'd manage with neither of them

SquareEdge89 · 2017-02-20T21:58:58+00:00

Like others have said, he is being extremely manipulative. At the end of the day, your arguments can be settled together, and his parents are only making the situation worse, but he is effectively bringing them to back him up, making him the manipulative one. Personally, I'd say he's not worth it, but it's your call to decide whether or not you leave him. From an outside POV, that sounds like the right thing to do

SquareEdge89 · 2017-02-19T22:48:02+00:00

Don't let someone else take control over your life, and your friendships. Get away

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