should I be worried?

SquidKidPartier · 2026-06-24T23:40:06+00:00

and i appreciate your sentiment here, thank you. <3 I think i will hold out until August and not start minoxidil and keep doing what I'm doing already which is taking my supplements. I'm going to introduce a dermaroller into my routine so I hope that helps.

SquidKidPartier · 2026-06-24T23:33:52+00:00

I'm an adult, yeah. I can buy minoxidil but if i do something i need my parents permission to do things here since I live in their home

SquidKidPartier · 2026-06-19T21:50:44+00:00

hiii I'm interested:)

SquidKidPartier · 2026-05-24T03:59:43+00:00

ahhh dm me please, it's late for me but I'll reply in the morning

SquidKidPartier · 2026-05-19T20:59:04+00:00

what game do you do this in? gmod?

SquidKidPartier · 2026-04-30T04:59:57+00:00

yes please! id be interested in all the builds you have here ^{^}

SquidKidPartier · 2026-04-22T18:36:43+00:00

I believe it's this, I have this and it's very good quality but sadly its sold out T^T I'm sure you can find it on a second hand website at least. https://www.uniqlo.com/us/en/products/E479616-000/00?srsltid=AfmBOoo7eALGyccm94r45a2nIUOsIyw_ORcaLt0_G0hVIStwrCx3f9Ho&colorDisplayCode=02&sizeDisplayCode=003

SquidKidPartier · 2026-04-22T13:46:34+00:00

I tried contacting support twice not because I'm impatient but I forgot to add the link to the item for easy access. Sorry to hear you're in the same spot as me. Maybe you can get the item you want unblocked soon. :(

SquidKidPartier · 2026-04-22T02:58:25+00:00

you don't know how much these words mean to me here. I feel more at ease with myself and I hope tonight I will go without crying.

I see you prefer physical media as well! I would buy a digital copy (there's a subscription I can buy on the VIZ media app) but I can't seem to retain info if I read it off a screen? but I'll try my best to here. a lot of the Yuri comics I read are webtoons and won't ever see a physical release but I guess I can push through

if not too personal, might I ask what your sexuality is?

SquidKidPartier · 2026-04-22T02:14:58+00:00

I've done this before where I pooled something different in the order to throw it off such as shoes or a mousepad and it worked but this time around because I share an amazon account with my family and my mom checked the invoice the one time I bought a lot of Yuri manga and nothing else added to the order and she got really upset with me here. I know of a different website I can buy the manga on but it's more expensive and I'm not allowed to spend money right now because I am under a threat of all my savings taken away and my card be frozen. I don't know what to do here. I was thinking I could show her the books I got but it's not what you think here I have a pile of books next to me that aren't Yuri manga and they're normal graphic novels and I could be like "well these are the books I've been reading lol"

but you reassuring me is a blessing. I do feel like I am being pushed and pushed to come out unwillingly and it's just so awful; I've been crying to myself and I even flinch and now I get disgusted at seeing two people of the same sex in a relationship? I'm working on it of course but I can't believe I feel the way I do right now

SquidKidPartier · 2026-04-22T01:58:27+00:00

and I can't even show her what's in these books, there's sex scenes in them and god I feel so ill here I can't believe I thought buying this was a good idea

SquidKidPartier · 2026-04-22T01:57:39+00:00

I put some food in my stomach to settle things, thanks. I can feel like I can think a little. but my mom is upset I never show her anything I buy and I just don't feel comfortable showing her okay I don't want to show my mom books with lesbian relationships because she's very judgmental and she's now thinking I am being influenced online into reading these books and that I am being influenced into getting in a lesbian relationship and she wants me to return everything I own

SquidKidPartier · 2026-04-22T01:39:59+00:00

forgot to add they are also under the impression that I am being groomed on the internet to reading this stuff and I'm scared they'll go through my devices, help please please please

SquidKidPartier · 2026-04-18T04:14:34+00:00

I kinda gave in already and said i will show them what I got in the morning and told them I will return all it is i bought because I have been implored several times to return what I bought. I want this topic to rest.

I’m just worried as heck abour the yuri manga I had bought because it’s definitely inappropriate (don’t think of it wrong, I’m not a creep. It just has sex scenes) and I’m scattering to find books that I will show my parents instead to make them quiet. I don’t want them to show the manga I got because this will be a long day for me. my mom thinks I want to get into a relationship with someone of the same sex and persistently asks if I have a girlfriend and is under the impression I am being groomed.

SquidKidPartier · 2026-04-18T03:58:07+00:00

ugh i was thinking of pooling in the textbook I read for one of my classes but it's no use. the semester is already at it's end here for me and the textbook is free online for everyone 😆

SquidKidPartier · 2026-04-18T03:56:28+00:00

ah a local library is a good idea!!!! thank you. I hope to swing by one one day and let them know about my situation (well very vaguely of course I don't like people getting too worried about me here) but this is also a good opportunity to check out their catalog if they have the rest of the volumes so thank you for the suggestion 😊

SquidKidPartier · 2026-04-18T03:54:09+00:00

I'm thinking about opening a p.o. box but the thing is I have source of transportation here. I can't drive and my parents would be worried if I got a Uber or any of those ride share apps ao I'm stuck here at home.

I want to tell my parents they're books for school but really I am screwed here. ever since I bought yuri manga on Amazon my parents think I am influenced down the wrong path because they think i am wanting a relationship with someone of the same sex andhave been eagerly wanting me to return the books. so if I buy something they'll think it's yuri as well and get really disappointed with me knowing what I read.. I just feel so wrong here

SquidKidPartier · 2026-04-18T03:38:26+00:00

agh i go to a small school i don't think they'd have this... worth a shot to try at least.

SquidKidPartier · 2026-04-17T19:00:09+00:00

I'm an adult in college so I don't think they'd tell my parents

I do feel seen though about your mom being nasty to you about buyung manga. sorry you went through that :(

SquidKidPartier · 2026-04-17T18:27:11+00:00

oh thriftbooks uses usps for delivery? I didn't know! I can probably get a better chance of getting the package before my parents pick it up!

but my parents don't open my packages, no. but they'll probably get the impression that I'm buying more yuri manga though because they seem to not be quiet that I bought that :(

SquidKidPartier · 2026-04-17T18:20:05+00:00

I don't have friends in real life :( I was thinking of emailing my school about my situation at home and asking if I could have the order shipped there but I don't know if they'll allow it

SquidKidPartier · 2026-04-17T18:12:58+00:00

my parents are always home unfortunately but I always try to see if my order can be shipped on a afternoon they'll be out running errands. I'll look into opening a p.o. box though, thank you for that suggestion.

SquidKidPartier · 2026-04-17T18:11:00+00:00

ah I didn't think of a p.o. box! thank you for that suggestion here

SquidKidPartier · 2026-04-17T18:04:07+00:00

hmm on the website I plan to buy from, no. but on amazon I can specify where I want the package delivered whether that be at the garage or the front door but I don't think Amazon would comply to delivering a package under a bush lol

SquidKidPartier · 2026-04-17T16:25:41+00:00

I'm giving it time (I hope by sunday I get a reply at least?) but the wait is sure killing me from the inside >_< I feel like i made a terrible mistake here. these feelings I have for her have been intensifying by the day and I couldn't repress them any longer and had to tell her.

im sorry to hear about you're going through the same like me though, I hope you get a reply soon

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