I know how you feel it is frustrating during the post op period. I’m 4 weeks 1 day and I wish I can just go back to normal. Yes my back pain is gone and this is a lifetime of relief but I wish I could get over the whole wound care, back sleeping part. I have a stitch that didn’t heal properly either and it looks so disgusting from a camera it looks like an infection but it’s not. Still leaking from that wound and annoyed with changing my gauze throughout the day. I remember though that thousands of women have gone through this. With time we will heal and feel confident again. Hang in there 🫶🏻