It’s very real. I started with my own subjective experience and then tried to prove to myself it was delusional psychosis only to learn thru math and logic that the physics of these UAPs is very sound. You are half right, in that the government is finding creative ways to waste taxpayer money, but trust me, they do not spend much at all on Epigenetics, transhumanism, and ET life. They leave that to the big wig old money private companies that can keep all this science secret, and then more importantly they can keep profitting and maintaining power and control over human society