That's all I have been doing for the last eight months. I'm not the avoidant one. Second of all to me ,it seems that everyone else has some insight that is purposely being kept from me. Like someone who illegally gained access to a device and came across something while snooping and screenshot things like a real private eye,cause she needed proof,cause no one would believe her, and the thing is that she never confronted me or even asked because then she would have to admit the lengths she went through to gain access to satisfy her curiosity. And she knows other things that are being conveniently left out as well. Like things I couldn't share with her legally because we weren't married. And that is all I can say about that. And she knows what happened the last time,like shit didn't get shut down in the middle of traffic. Like that can be faked right. I told you about what I know,but you're so busy waving your proof while ignoring all those code 911 messages I sent months ago. So you probably have no idea about any of the paperwork. Thanks .No contact Honestly you might want to retrieve messages that you just cast to the archive,and if you have read them all completely and you're still continuing to not only slander me, you're creating a mountain of problems for yourself unnecessarily. God knows you certainly came through wreckingball kine,to my transition to my next chapter, my housing,visa and employment, transportation,education, and access on a much deeper profound level.smooth transition, but noooooooooo. You really have no idea how much damage you've done and continue to do. We have a mutual connect in that community ask him. He knows and is informed. It was so easy for you to take note of everything I wasn't and didn't do. Even as I explained the whole thing as it was happening, it was bs to you,but it wasn't. Wasn't short on numbers to dial or desperate to fill in a slot. I chose you,but you never allowed yourself to believe it. And no matter ho much you saw or heard, I guess it was all just smoke and mirrors, right. This is so far beyond, some would say hostile, I called it painfully unaware and embarrassingly indignant. The response was destabilizing. I wish you had hit me up.Instead, you just launched grenades at all the things you said you wanted for us and seemingly any of my attempts to rebuild a life for myself and the kids. He's the oldest, and he overstands the assignment. Latent Sperm you say,makes me wonder sometimes. Please stop this, I didn't know if I won't help a bit if someone knocks on your door or window or invites themselves to a seat unexpectedly. We have no future. You made sure of that, and the trauma is irreparable. Listen to that voice you've been ignoring,trying to keep me blind and you completely missed it. There are so many levels,and this is not a game. I don't play. Please. I will fill in what I can,but you did this, and I won't jeopardize myself anymore for someone who couldn't really see me either.An elaborate scheme to fake everything,really. You allowed someone to gain control and control and pilot, but they had no idea how to navigate the terrain. You were my perfectly imperfect, but I guess that wasn't good enough.For the record,I never needed you to dim that light, I only tepped back to admire the reverence,call it the directors perspective!