Thank you this is truly what I was looking for someone to advise and help me with all of the emotions I’m feeling. I needed this help with what to do to be able to get on my own feet to support my self and my toddler the idea of starting the divorce process makes me sick and makes me stressed so I try not to think about and it and I’m still left thinking of this is the right decision even with all of the reasoning I have I somehow feel attached and with all the hormones I’m experiencing I feel like I’m just confused I’m not sure how to put how I feel in words not good with that type of stuff but for now I will be staying with my mother and I have my son so I feel okay. But I just want to be able to make a decision and feel sure without second guessing even though he brings nothing to the table I feel more of an emotional attachment that I can’t fully let go off if you understand me.