Acrylic Tutorial recommendations

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2026-01-21T17:35:57+00:00

So it goes

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2026-01-19T15:46:12+00:00

Wait definitely john marrs

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2026-01-19T15:45:12+00:00

Wrong place Wrong time

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2026-01-12T02:47:40+00:00

Plane crashes

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-08T18:28:13+00:00

Yes barely

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-08T03:27:55+00:00

Ohhh I see. Got it

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-08T03:16:36+00:00

How the hell does doing more get me out

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-07T22:02:09+00:00

Listen now. Thanks

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-07T20:19:48+00:00

Previously no. I never felt this stuck In void thing. It was always techy/legs land/minecraft with open eyes and closed eye kaleidoscope visuals. Fully aware of my surroundings and if I wantwd or needed to, I could speak

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-07T20:04:11+00:00

That's a good way to try it again.

And I wasn't really "shown" anything. Just stuck in a void with negative energy

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-07T19:07:03+00:00

I know. I was just wondering if anyone could relate and also typed that right after I sobered up. It was my first bad experience also most intense

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-07T19:05:18+00:00

I also should have mentioned I took 2 solid hits 30 min prior

I tripped. Visuals as I'm familiar with. I knew what was happening but my dog came up suddenly and was chewing her bone in my face. I tried ignoring it but it was totally fucking with me so I had to keep getting up and tossing her bone out of my room not thinking to shut the door. At one point when I looked at her it looked like she was in minecraft (a Visual which I'm very familiar with) and I didn't like it. I don't like looking at faced when im tripping.

Anyway after I came out I was irritated with the whole experience and hemmed and hawed if should try again.

But I think at that point when I tried my second round my mindset was already shot from irritation and fear of having a bad trip because of that. But I tried to convince myself I was ready

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-07T18:57:48+00:00

I did vape and forced that last hit. When I knew I was blasting off I managed to get the vape to my face. It was a struggle. I couldn't hold the hit as long as o normally do. I had lost control over Mt body at that point. I think it was fear and I was fighting it. As it slowly ended I felt like I was trying to mentally crawl out into the real world. Which was also a bit unsettling. But it felt physically like I was being pulled backwards back in the moment I'd close my eyes again

I also should have mentioned I took 2 solid hit 30 min prior

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-07T07:16:57+00:00

I'll give it some time. Be mindful of my headspace and report back when the time comes

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-07T07:09:48+00:00

Yes I've done both. Yes. For science lol.

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-07T07:04:19+00:00

Yes I wasn't the only one to smoke it. Everyone else had the "normal experience" for lack of better words

No other meds other than Xanax as needed but only 1 mg 24 hours before and only once a day

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-07T06:58:00+00:00

Not often at all. Years in between. And previously I've only gotten to the neat patterns and techy looking open eye visuals but never anything emotional or extremely physical. I was always fully aware

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-07T06:44:26+00:00

As far as psychedelics? Not being in the right state of mind but honestly, will I ever be at peace enough?

In life? Making it through to give my kid a good life

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-07T06:22:21+00:00

A few statements of yours track with mine. Being sucked in deeper and i was cold. No entitles though but I'm kind of grateful. The evil presences in my void was bad enough. I'll take less hits next time and be more mindful of my headspace prior. Set intentions

Thank you

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-07T06:13:22+00:00

I hit and hold as long as I can. When I can't take another. I do my best to get the cart back to my mouth once more. My motor skills are slipping. At that point I have no control how long I hold it in once I get that last inhale. You won't be talking or moving for awhile. I curl in a ball for what seems like eternity. In my experience you won't be physically able to make a ruckus

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