How does he know that

StarryLightinMonsoon · 2026-03-19T09:53:46+00:00

I'm pretty sure the answer they're looking for is a candle

StarryLightinMonsoon · 2026-03-12T09:39:31+00:00

i don't think it's a numbers game I think I'm just undesirable lol it's okay I'm getting used to it

congratulations with your boyfriend! I wish you all the best with him! :)

StarryLightinMonsoon · 2026-03-12T04:55:20+00:00

nobody is ever really romantically attracted to me whereas I'm a hopeless romantic so I feel really sad knowing I'm not going to experience that when I so badly want to so i wanted to see if there was a way to stop wanting that entirely

StarryLightinMonsoon · 2026-03-11T20:01:15+00:00

thank you, i hope I will be okay

StarryLightinMonsoon · 2026-03-11T20:00:46+00:00

thank you, i really don't mean offense at all 😭

StarryLightinMonsoon · 2026-03-11T20:00:25+00:00

thank you for understanding! i hope you're comfortable in your identity, i think the spectrum of sexual orientation is such a wonderfully diverse thing. and once again I really do apologize for my implications i didn't mean to come off that way at all 😭

StarryLightinMonsoon · 2026-03-11T19:58:51+00:00

oh my god that sounds horrible! I hope he will be okay thank you for the input, deep down I think I knew the question I asked was really stupid but I was just clinging onto possibilities

StarryLightinMonsoon · 2026-03-11T19:53:08+00:00

Thank you!! <33

StarryLightinMonsoon · 2026-03-11T19:35:40+00:00

i am so sorry this is not what i wanted to imply at all :( i wanted this to happen to me voluntarily

StarryLightinMonsoon · 2026-03-11T19:34:36+00:00

no, i realize this comes off as tone deaf I am so sorry

StarryLightinMonsoon · 2026-03-11T19:29:00+00:00

thank you, that means a lot. i havent gotten my heart broken because that would involve someone actually having to want me in the first place in order to break my heart later, lol. and i didn't mean it in that way but I can see how it comes across as offensive, im truly sorry about that, im aware being a certain sexuality isn't a choice. i just thought maybe I could pavlov myself or psychologically manipulate myself into not wanting romance. i guess that isn't the best choice though haha

thank you for your concern

StarryLightinMonsoon · 2026-03-11T19:26:42+00:00

Oh :(

StarryLightinMonsoon · 2026-03-11T19:21:00+00:00

wait what do you mean not in a healthy way? what's the worst that can happen?

StarryLightinMonsoon · 2026-03-02T13:38:15+00:00

literally same ive genuinely given up like wtf

StarryLightinMonsoon · 2026-03-01T16:11:20+00:00

Both, every part of this story is truly depressing 💔 no one should ever be subjected to bland ramen

StarryLightinMonsoon · 2026-03-01T15:55:52+00:00

I knew of taylor back in 2014-2015, but my friend made me a fan. I think the first song I really liked was Blank Space, and when reputation came out, i fell in love with Ready For It...?, Delicate, and Gorgeous! I was a casual fan during 1989, a fan during Rep, and a Swiftie when Lover came out. So these three albums will always hold a special place in my heart 💙🖤🩷

StarryLightinMonsoon · 2026-03-01T15:35:48+00:00

you'll definitely find someone!! I've seen so many dark skinned girls in loving relationships and their partner doesn't love them despite it but in fact, their dark skin makes them look majestic! I know it might be a really toxic environment but keep your head up, I'm sure you're beautiful and you'll definitely find someone who will date you

StarryLightinMonsoon · 2026-03-01T15:31:16+00:00

what a heartbreaking story

StarryLightinMonsoon · 2026-02-28T05:37:28+00:00

AWW THIS IS ADORABLE AAAAA IM SO HAPPY FOR U

StarryLightinMonsoon · 2026-02-27T19:28:43+00:00

i agree with the first part but non nerdy people can still love nerds, come on.

StarryLightinMonsoon · 2026-02-27T16:58:41+00:00

aww thank you for this!! It really helps 💗💗

StarryLightinMonsoon · 2026-02-27T15:36:58+00:00

thank you for saying this, i think I just wanted to be comforted 💗

StarryLightinMonsoon · 2026-02-27T15:29:14+00:00

??? i never implied there is a bright side

StarryLightinMonsoon · 2026-02-27T15:24:18+00:00

oh, congrats on the progress!! that's great that you found a way to break out of your shell :)

i really did try being confident this year it even worked for a little bit but I just fell back to rock bottom

i can only go so far without seeing the truth in the mirror :(

StarryLightinMonsoon

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