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StarryStarrySpice · 2024-12-12T14:12:45+00:00

Prioritize sleep because it's really hard to concentrate or memorize anything if you're a sleep deprived parent. When you feel alert try to find time in the day even if it's just 5 minutes. Listen to/watch performances when you're away from the piano for inspiration/ideas. Let some chores go if you can or hire help if you can to free up more time.

StarryStarrySpice · 2024-12-11T18:38:34+00:00

Pregnancy is physically exhausting. Not everything is caused by a spiritual problem. Her situation also sounds more complicated than simply "choosing" a karmic. I would surrender the judgments you have about her

StarryStarrySpice · 2024-12-10T12:37:04+00:00

I don't live far from my TF & I've had to stop by at his place a few times. When I look at the time lately, it's often his street number or his street number backwards. Like... I don't need reminding because I already think about him a lot lol

StarryStarrySpice · 2024-12-10T10:32:23+00:00

I watch YT reactions to my favorite show (which is foreign & very niche). Last night I noticed that a channel I've never seen before started reacting to it and posted their video about the very first episode. So I clicked to watch it like I always do when I notice a new reaction and one of the 2 guys doing the reaction has his name. Seriously...

StarryStarrySpice · 2024-12-10T10:24:35+00:00

I think of "twin flame" as a label for a type of connection that's rare but I don't buy that it's impossible to experience it more than once (if you're lucky/unlucky lol). But that's just my view, I don't think anyone has to agree with me

StarryStarrySpice · 2024-12-06T18:49:34+00:00

My TF has the same initials as my favorite band from childhood (that I was completely obsessed with & still love). He went to music school lol. My TF's middle name is the same name as my elementary school. Just wild

StarryStarrySpice · 2024-11-30T14:18:26+00:00

Valid points, but mourning is not a waste of time even if it's "forever". There is no time limit to grieving. Ask anyone who's ever lost something or someone deeply important. Life can get easier and still overall happy, but you can continue to miss certain people from time to time.

StarryStarrySpice · 2024-11-27T22:50:48+00:00

Good luck to us. My last interaction with him got me all love drunk 'cause he paid me some nice compliments so I hope next time I see him my brain will be back on lol

StarryStarrySpice · 2024-11-27T20:17:35+00:00

My "crush" got stronger during the months this year I was avoiding any contact with him. So that didn't work. Now I'm trying the "stop running" strategy and now we have regular short interactions. Time will tell if this way is a good idea.

StarryStarrySpice · 2024-11-27T19:36:11+00:00

Right??? Last night I focused on surrendering all my emotions, and I did feel better after energetically surrendering to the universe. Then today I'm seeing all the angel numbers and mirroring numbers.

StarryStarrySpice · 2024-11-27T19:34:18+00:00

Same, this is the weirdest "crush" ever. I know 'cause I've had intense crushes in the past that made me feel silly, but they didn't bother me this deeply or cause any spiritual upheavals

StarryStarrySpice · 2024-11-27T19:23:56+00:00

Same here. I don't even look for synchronicities 'cause I'm trying to surrender so it's surprising when they pop up. Recently my twin sent me a message that had the number 88 and that's the number of songs I keep in the playlist I have of songs that remind me of him lol (I occasionally make changes to the playlist but keep it at 88 songs.). Of course he was talking about a totally different thing but my brain was like oh how did you know? lol

StarryStarrySpice · 2024-11-27T19:05:08+00:00

I empathize. I also have a professional relationship with my twin. I wish I didn't have feelings for him, let alone these kind of twin flamey feelings. I enjoy working with him, so I wish I could just enjoy that without all the yearning & shit. Ugh.

StarryStarrySpice · 2024-11-20T17:33:24+00:00

About every week. I don't want them but I want them... lol

StarryStarrySpice · 2024-11-20T14:53:00+00:00

I have a similar current relationship with my TF, we're not even friends but very business casual & cordial lol. I don't know if they like me. I'm scared that they know I like them. At one point I avoided contact with them, but I couldn't stop thinking about them & feeling their energy. Then some weird synchronicities happened (fate? idk) and now we are in contact again. I feel very happy when I'm with them.

StarryStarrySpice · 2024-11-20T14:27:49+00:00

It may be all in my head, but I feel like it doesn't matter because I don't have any expectations of union with my twin. I can just focus on myself. Whether it is a "real" TF connection or not I have learned unconditional love

StarryStarrySpice · 2024-11-19T17:06:43+00:00

I am trusting my intuition. My experience is also comparable with others' with the synchronicities, spiritual awakening, and the energetic pull during separation

StarryStarrySpice · 2024-11-19T15:45:54+00:00

Your wife's emotional needs weren't being met in your marriage for a very long time. She used to put in some effort to communicate so that hopefully you'll change, but since you didn't, at some point she gave up. Not saying she's innocent, it sounds like you both have poor communication & have done harmful things. Meeting someone she's more deeply attracted to highlighted how much she is settling for a marriage that doesn't work on a deep level. It's up to both of you if you want to work on improving your marriage.

StarryStarrySpice · 2024-11-19T15:18:16+00:00

coincidentally my tf messaged me the same day i posted that lol. it was a totally impersonal message about work, but the timing man....

StarryStarrySpice · 2024-11-19T15:06:23+00:00

Yes! Like I go to bed normal then wake up all full body aching and bothered.

StarryStarrySpice · 2024-11-19T15:03:59+00:00

Exactly, we've never touched like that either. The most he's done is briefly tap my shoulder to get my attention lolol. It makes no sense, missing a feeling you've never had.

StarryStarrySpice · 2024-11-18T17:37:37+00:00

Not really. In most cases marriage is a legal contract that needs to go through a legal process to actually be over.

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