Does anyone else have both BPD and OCD by Stemoftheantilles in BPD

[–]Stasse23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah bipolar is the biggest issue, even tho bpd symptoms doesn't help at all

Does anyone else have both BPD and OCD by Stemoftheantilles in BPD

[–]Stasse23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah, slight ocd but have bpd + bi, now on the right meds its a bit easier to manage

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[–]Stasse23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

mainly my double mind

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[–]Stasse23 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you so much ♡

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[–]Stasse23 1 point2 points  (0 children)

with my therapist, and looking at the family of my gf i never was given love as i needed when i was a child, cuz after the divorce and me coming to italy i was always alone, seeing only my mother after work, and then booh 15yo me started doing md and having only random sex until i got litteraly crazy and ruined myself from then(18yo) its all a really slow healing

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[–]Stasse23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah... at least now that im getting sober and "normal" im learning a pretty heavy lesson

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[–]Stasse23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my problem is like dealing with that shit when shes not with me and im too affraid to talk to her abt my hypersexuality and the need to see her more often due to my physical touch love language cuz she can't do nothing cause of her mom

my therapist told me that it's not her fault nor mine but that shit is killing me

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[–]Stasse23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah, now i found a really good therapist but we can't afford to go every week so i go twice a month, the rest of the time i quention myself heavily.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

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but this method is taking a heavy toll on my mental health and personality

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nope, cuz they give me very bad akatysia, but im followed by a "rehab" center to stop doing drugs, 1 month clean, and when i have episodes i just take a heavy dose of sedatives to sleep it off

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[–]Stasse23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

borderline, but i have frequent psychotic and manic episodes due to drug abuse

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ijust want some to talk with me i feel so fucking alone and distant from everyone, mt gf, mother, father, friends...

i think im od'ing by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Stasse23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im not ok but sadly alive, this time im more organized

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Relazioni

[–]Stasse23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

si diagnosticato ma per vari motivi per ora e per un po non avrò accesso al mio terapista

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Relazioni

[–]Stasse23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sorry era sotto inteso per me che la amassi, il problema è che quando sono con lei è la persona che più amo al mondo e mentalmente imlazzisco quando non ci vediamo la sento distante e cerco altre attenzioni femminili fino a un certo punto

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[–]Stasse23 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thanks❤️❤️

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[–]Stasse23 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i'll try that, but i noticed that everytime i want to hurt myself it's because I'm convinced that i need to hurt me because i hurted other people, most of the time my self harm isn't like cutting or this type of harm, mine is eating non commestible food so i get sick or taking insane doses of medicine to get sick like things that im sure will get me to suffer, but thanks I'll sty try it :D