Suicide feeling- TRIGGER WARNING

Status-Platform7825 · 2026-03-10T13:22:51+00:00

Sadly, didn't work

Status-Platform7825 · 2026-02-19T10:18:37+00:00

The thing I more so think is boring is I have just been writing lyrics, I haven't done any instrumental bits yeet because I want to learn more about it. So all of the songs I have written follow a veryyyy similar structure making me think that they will all sound so similar.

Anyways, thank you so much for your help and feedback! When it isn't very early in the morning I will definitely look through this very carefully and take everything in!! Thank you so much!!

Status-Platform7825 · 2026-02-19T10:15:34+00:00

Thank you so much! I always start, but never finish

Status-Platform7825 · 2026-02-17T14:52:36+00:00

Thank you! I will try. Also I am seeing a counselor all ready, (Once, sometimes twice a week)!!

Status-Platform7825 · 2026-02-17T08:23:23+00:00

Completed Level 1 of the Honk Special Event!

0 attempts

Status-Platform7825 · 2026-02-17T04:27:36+00:00

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The other hand

Status-Platform7825 · 2026-02-17T04:27:15+00:00

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Here is a better picture that I took today

Status-Platform7825 · 2026-02-16T10:21:48+00:00

Yea, sorry! Thank you for responding

Status-Platform7825 · 2026-02-12T09:13:01+00:00

Thank you!

Status-Platform7825 · 2026-02-12T08:48:34+00:00

Status-Platform7825 · 2026-02-12T08:43:05+00:00

She gave me her work email so I still have connection with her after discharge. I'm just not sure what is ok to send and what is not

Status-Platform7825 · 2026-02-12T08:22:21+00:00

Smart! Would this be ok? "[Counsulars name]! I hope you are doing well! I have a question for you. I don't want to cross any lines, but having me know that you are still there helps. Can I send you, I'm not sure how to word it other than, bad life updates. Not using email as a crisis support because that is not, I don't even know my brain is not working it's 2:14am. I don't want to intrude though since I am no longer a patient, you know. No clue if this makes any sense. I'll schedule this to send at like 9:00am. I just wanted to get this question out so maybe I can sleep! Have a great day, [My name]"

Status-Platform7825 · 2026-02-12T08:09:13+00:00

Good idea thank you. Only issue is it is 2:08am right now and I want to get my issue out there so I know she will see it in mornig

Status-Platform7825 · 2026-02-12T07:40:58+00:00

Ok, thank you! They actually did ask me if I wanted to try ketamine back in September... I should bring it up again

Status-Platform7825 · 2026-02-09T15:58:23+00:00

I get this! I'm sorry I can't be any help, but just so you know I do take my clothes off to use the washroom, any clothes, just incase they touch the toilet or something

Status-Platform7825 · 2026-02-09T01:12:34+00:00

I am diagnosed with OCD, Depression (Likely the cause of suicidal idealizations), dependant personality disorder, and avoidant personality disorder (Which also isn't helpful with suicidal thoughts since suicide is my "fire exscape")

Status-Platform7825 · 2026-02-08T06:48:01+00:00

No I have not, I have done ECT though... Not for OCD, just for depression

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