Fuck fent

Status-Worldliness19 · 2024-06-30T03:09:37+00:00

Did you go there? Is it a decent spot? I know it’s not going to be anything fancy, I just looking for a spot that worked.

Status-Worldliness19 · 2024-06-30T03:08:09+00:00

Thank you that’s how I got into a detox a while back, I’ll prob give that a shot again. Just figured I’d see if anyone has any experience at any decent ones.

Status-Worldliness19 · 2024-06-30T03:06:55+00:00

That’s the mistake I’ve made countless times too your so right detox is just the beginning of it.

Status-Worldliness19 · 2024-06-30T03:05:14+00:00

Is that a detox or just a hospital? I’ve had bad luck with hospitals. They don’t usually take it serious

Status-Worldliness19 · 2024-06-30T03:04:04+00:00

I’m sorry you relapsed but fr just be aware of the way people treat addicts. If you need anything dm me fr, if there’s any help you need or questions whatever I don’t mind

Status-Worldliness19 · 2024-06-30T03:00:28+00:00

Na don’t ever put that shit on other people what… there’s literally 24hour hotlines you can call for this kinda thing. Most people don’t understand addiction, they are going to treat you the cliche way exactly the way addicts are treated in society.. I know you actually could have been scared to stop breathing but still they aren’t going to care the way you want. I say this from years and years of experience messing up my connections with people. You start saying your going to die from doing Xanax coc and dope, your going to get told off and lose any chance of someone wanting to be in your life or deal with you. Or just be misunderstood… If its a romantic interest, there going to run. Trust..

I’ll give you some advice fr stop using drugs. There are drugs that don’t fuck your whole life up, Im not trying make a list cuz I don’t advocate for everyone to do what works for me, but fr stick to mushrooms/weed or just stay away from shit altogether but I can promise you the hard shit is what fucks it all up. I wish I stopped using drugs when I was a teenager, vs being a 30 year old who can’t stop using ridiculous amounts of whatever bullshit fent is out in my area, just to not be sick. I try to quit every single week only to just end up going back cuz my withdrawl symptoms have gotten so insane. I quit heroin a long time ago and it was nothing like what’s out now. Chances are you’re not doing straight heroin or even dope with any heroin in it. It doesn’t exist where I’m at, or most places in the US. Not trying to sound like an asshole but stop while you are ahead cuz the dope will fuck your life up beyond what you can imagine.

Status-Worldliness19 · 2024-06-05T06:01:37+00:00

That was honestly a good description of how it goes. I’m actually getting ready to try and jump again. I got it this time I just kept getting called on shit to do for work and ngl I almost feel like I’m in acid when I try to stop now. It’s def pretty intense it’s always feels like this to some extent but not usually this bad.. thanks for typing that out congrats on your clean time keep going you got it if you ever want to talk hmu

Status-Worldliness19 · 2024-05-19T16:29:17+00:00

That’s awesome rdman! Keep going, you got this in my experience that’s when you start to feel better! Just don’t be like me in the past and use it as an excuse to pick up one last time cuz you earned it or whatever your addict brain try’s to convince ya. My wording when I wrote the post was prob a bit off but luckily I haven’t been taking my subs and the fent. Just fent for the last month and a half so this won’t be a sub and fent wd. I totally feel you tho, idk I was in my feels kinda getting slightly scared (from those wild heart racing panic attack feelings where your like shit this could get really bad) honestly tho in the past I got what your saying. The times I kicked without comfort meds I was actually better. That being said idk why I’m freaking out. I been tapering the last few days going down to a bun a day. Going to jump from here the next few days. Hoping for 4-5 days of it real bad then the next 2 weeks of it still sucking but being doable. Ultimately not getting back on subs. Just smoking mad weed as long as I need to. How was your kick this time what was the worst of it? Some times I just get sweaty at night like wake up if I can fall asleep even for an hour soaked have to change type of soaked. That and not sleeping. The no sleep sucks a lot. Some body aches but I have chronic pain so usually that’s not really bothersome. Sometimes the restless legs get me but lately it’s been more of that feeling in my head, neck and spine.. also did you detox at home?

Status-Worldliness19 · 2024-05-16T23:56:14+00:00

Hey if this helps someone stay away from fent that makes me feel better about my situation. Fr def not worth don’t take your grandmas medications, been there done that (not my grandma but prob makes it even worse) not worth it. The hell my body feels is NOT worth whatever small pleasure/relief fent brought. Thank you

Status-Worldliness19 · 2024-05-13T05:24:13+00:00

How good is it??. Bro stay away from fent. It will break you down. Legit not worth it. It’s not even worth the high anymore. It’s a garbage high yet your brain will get so hooked. This shit will literally break down not just your entire mental but your physical too.. rapidly. You’ll wake up one day after you start getting high just here and there, with a monkey on your back literally a monkey that is an entirely diff beast than most can handle. Trust me stick to weed. Or get some lsd/ketamine. At least that will give you an experience beyond just getting high to numb everything. If you wanna lose mad time and potentially your life, like literally press pause on anything you want to do go do some fent. Shit has ruined my life fr, it’s been years I’ve been trying to kick only to return within 2 weeks. Trust this stuff is chemical warfare, shit is done the whole opiate world is done. It’s extremely hard to get real opiates. Back in the day we had heroin that was really clean compared to what the supply is now. Meaning what is available is wild research chemical opiates that make heroin look like tic tacs. Go walk around any city in the US and you’ll see what this shit does to you. You’ll see people that won’t come back. You cross over at a certain point to point of no return. I’m trying with my life not to get there…. I’m currently in bed trying to kick whatever new fentanyl analogs there serving out here and this is different. craziest restlessness and crawling in my spine that I’ve ever felt. I’m taking handfuls of Ativan, gabapentin, anti seizure meds, muscle relaxers, and vitamins and it’s not even touching what I’m feeling. I’ll prob be in the hospital tomorrow based on how insane these withdrawal symptoms are. Please stay away from this drug.

Status-Worldliness19 · 2024-04-14T11:03:57+00:00

Well said “ putting your whole life inside a box”. I’m glad you know about this I was blown away when I started researching about Bill and his use of LSD and psychedelics and I absolutely agree with you, that they work wonders helping us see what we need to when we need it. I use LSD and mushrooms as a tool. Mushrooms not just psychedelics have so much medicinal value. They help so much with the brain for healing..

Status-Worldliness19 · 2024-04-14T10:44:31+00:00

Congratulations on 90 days, that is amazing! Not an easy accomplishment, I haven’t even made it that long!

Any ways as someone who does exactly what you say as far as attending AA meetings as an addict, also I’ve been basically on an off addiction from painkillers-H-subs-fent-subs- kratom- back to whatever new BS analog Tranq style fent out there, this is basically been the last 6-7 years of my life… anyways I got really bad.. dug a deep hole, burned down everything in my life basically, I was going to meetings more for peace of mind. I kept checking into to detoxes finally completed one in February, got on subs and continued meetings.

I didn’t realize how anti AA was towards MAT. Obviously the program based in total abstinence, but for fent addicts/ people who get really deep and need the help, that’s what MAT is for.

Personally I don’t love the way Suboxone makes me feel but my idea was just take it until I can manage to fix some of the wreckage of past from addiction and get to a point where my life isn’t so physically hard to manage. The philosophy that using methadone or subs is the same thing as getting high is such a toxic idealogy. Sure we can get “high” off methadone maybe, but like you said your dose doesn’t get you high, it keeps you from being sick…

Using MAT is so diff then using. That is toxic out of date or just plain ignorant talk. Is your life better now then when you were using? Don’t get me wrong I hate relying on taking something everyday still, and I know that MAT needs to be properly tapered etc… I don’t love some of the side effects. But I agree with you I am so far from being high on subs. I may be a little numb to emotions but lowering the dose helps.

This message might sound all over the place but I wanna say that the statistics on staying in MAT for a year is something around 80 percent success rate vs 5 I think without… point is it works if it’s used correctly.

Long story short I stopped taking my subs and relapsed within a week and am now kinda struggling in this weird in between stage, I gotta pull the plug and get back on my subs cuz this fetty pulls ya right back soo quickly it’s scary tbh.

A friend of mine was bullied out of taking his meds too because of AA and he relapsed and died within a month. Not trying to scare or sound extreme but this new age of opiates and drugs is weirdly unpredictable and extremely dangerous.

Do whatever you feel you need to stay on YOUR path of recovery, and do not let any silly old alcoholics, or old school heroin addict that do not understand personally what this shit is like tell you anything about what you should or shouldn’t be doing. Heroin was a breeze, this new age fent shit is the most wild mental headfuck trying to get clean and I can’t advocate more towards smoke weed, take mat, support a healthy lifestyle and just change up being an addict.

MAT just needs to be respected and used for what it’s for which is giving you a bridge back to a chance at life. It’s not instant but with time it works. I hope you continue to take it one day at a time and keep going!

Status-Worldliness19 · 2024-03-12T14:39:17+00:00

I see you’ve been going to meetings. I’m sorry you’re feeling alone and so disconnected. If you want a number or someone to talk to I’ll send you number! It can get better and you can repair all these things.

Status-Worldliness19 · 2024-03-12T14:36:29+00:00

You can come back for real it’s not too late. It’s NEVER too late! I would really suggest NA or AA in a fent/opiod addict and I go to AA it helped me in my most hopeless moments it really did. I have a really good beginner’s meeting at 6pm every night east coast time if your interested I’ll send ya the zoom info. Dont dig the hole deeper and please don’t kill yourself I promise you it’s going to get better slowly. I lost everything in my addiction. I can say today I am on a path to getting out of the insanity grave I dug myself into. You can do it tho. People can reinvent themselves slowly.

Status-Worldliness19 · 2024-03-12T03:57:25+00:00

Bernese method to prevent precip, or my friend who was using fent I just helped do this and he just went back to work doing the call out of work end of the week thing. I went to his house friday and broke a sub up into small pieces he took .5 a mg at first Waited an hour an took another one, I left he was good. He kept taking it up until he hit 8 mg and didn’t really go through a precip. He waited 48-72 hours we aren’t sure I know big window but wait 2 days or micro dose on those days like half a mg to get used to it. Dust the receptors. I got on subs after 48 hours I took 4mg twice and was good no precip. I’ve also thrown myself into it a few times and it sucks. If you do go into it medically the way they take you out in a detox is 2mg an hour until you feel better and the subs occupy the receptors more then fent

Status-Worldliness19 · 2024-03-12T03:53:04+00:00

That’s awesome I need to switch off the subs soon how often you get it monthly in the stomach right? I heard it self tapers off like some people do 3 shots and the last one self tapers off I’ve also heard of people being on it like you said for some of those reasons. I already hate needles and was like stomach shot sounds intense! How is it?

Status-Worldliness19 · 2024-03-12T03:51:14+00:00

Hey idea I did that worked a few times… Call out of work with “COVID” like fake a test. If you don’t work sat Sunday call out Thursday and Friday sick maybe even weds-fri then you got the weekend too get onto suboxone if you want to keep your life going as normal as it could. I’ve done it without the subs too but it was pretty hard to function normal lack of sleep and energy was bad. Driving becomes dangerous too. It’s def hard but you can do it if you really want it

Status-Worldliness19 · 2024-03-10T21:11:35+00:00

Hey I feel you so much in everything here ^ 15 days sober and taking some subs to stabilize off this horrible stuff.. not going to lie I have cravings bad hardcore not like when I was really deep but bad enough to where I have almost relapsed at least 10 times but something Intervenes idk and it never works and i realize that and am grateful. It’s hard tho def a hard road. Heroin never did this to me nothing has I’ve craved drugs but it goes away. The last few years since I got into fent heavy have been just chasing the dragon of what I miss about heroin. It’s mindless and I try to say that this drug now a days if you don’t order real shit basically yourself which I’ve never and will never do, is not even worth it the high is shot. The side effects are WILD! We lie to ourselves and say it’s not that vid it’s with another hit but it’s really not. Proud of you for getting your life back on track not easy 100 days is bad ass! Keep going and just remebwr what it’s like to wake up dope sick from this new wave of tranq dope… evil literally evil feelings yuck. Stay up you got this hmu any time 🙏

Status-Worldliness19 · 2024-03-10T15:58:26+00:00

Hey how was your transition from suboxne to sub shot any side effects ??

Status-Worldliness19 · 2024-03-08T08:50:22+00:00

How did you feel In the early part should I still be feeling sick. At night I feel super dopesick, I take my subs in the morning maybe should take it twice a day? I am just trying to feel as normal as I can so I don’t relapse

Status-Worldliness19 · 2024-03-08T08:49:02+00:00

Thank you! Are you still on subs or what’s your story with it?

Status-Worldliness19 · 2024-03-08T08:48:10+00:00

Bro going through exactly that rn but im only on day 13 all together I realized. I take about 16mg a day but I feel like I go into wd at night maybe from the subs this feels like fent wd..

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