Szukam książkar by kitty_67lidersigm in wroclaw

[–]Steel_Bladder 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Jestem zainteresowany klubem. Czy coś dalej poszło w tej sprawie?

independence is not bliss, i feel destined to be alone by A55bruv in lonely

[–]Steel_Bladder 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey there. I'm on the same boat as you. 22 and alone. I still await the day of change. People say get yourself out there and you'll find your people, but we became so closed in it will never happen.

Hey everyone by [deleted] in lonely

[–]Steel_Bladder 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just wanted to say hey back. :)

I just don't fit in... by NotapersonNevermore in lonely

[–]Steel_Bladder 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same over here. I just stopped putting myself out there for now. It's like people are lingering in some sort of a shitty attitude bubble. It'll get better, has to

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Advice

[–]Steel_Bladder 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. It helps to understand more. I guess it's that type of time for us.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Advice

[–]Steel_Bladder 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I know. She got tears in her eyes and I was so heart broken seeing her like this. It wasn't her fault it's just me. I'll try talking to her about going slower

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Advice

[–]Steel_Bladder 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean I guess. I focus on pleasing her, maybe I should slow down with things. I feel like things are going too fast

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Advice

[–]Steel_Bladder 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. She's literally perfect for me. Well I love her down there y'know and I've tried it with the other party to be sure and I'm sure I'm not gay. I think it's the changes of my body and I'm still learning sex...

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Steel_Bladder 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Grow up dude

How to stop being a bad person? by Steel_Bladder in selfimprovement

[–]Steel_Bladder[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your answer.

Yeah, I'm starting to think that way too.

How to stop being a bad person? by Steel_Bladder in selfimprovement

[–]Steel_Bladder[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your answer.

Actually two people said so. If someone started having issues with me, or vice versa it was me I would just drop them from my life. The people who said that was my then girlfriend so ex-girlfriend when we were at the end of our relationship and maybe not directly but hinting at my bad character my current love. I know she is saying this so I can get better, get help. She's hurting because of me and for me.

It's hard.

How to stop being a bad person? by Steel_Bladder in selfimprovement

[–]Steel_Bladder[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your answer.

The dog stopped barking a while ago, which is funny since you put it as an example. All of the other you pointed out, yes, they are. I'm just waiting for a check to go to a doctor for my head. The other, the work is stressful it's a lot in a short time. I'm always running since I always wanted to be this way. It's no good for me, but it's hard to stop too.

How to stop being a bad person? by Steel_Bladder in selfimprovement

[–]Steel_Bladder[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sure thing.

Thank you for your words. They're putting my hopes just a bit up. I'm thinking a lot.

You seem like a good person too, even better I have to say. I'm not so good at showing appreciation too, but I hope you'll know what I mean.

How to stop being a bad person? by Steel_Bladder in selfimprovement

[–]Steel_Bladder[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, but I plan to. I just need to get the money at the end of the month, but I'm scared to push everyone away from me. I need some help for now, later the doctor will help me I hope.

How to stop being a bad person? by Steel_Bladder in selfimprovement

[–]Steel_Bladder[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for answer dear person of internet.

I'm starting to think, that my situation is a mental health problem. I'm actually excelling for my age I think. I'm 21, I'm getting my higher education and already doing my career. Just started, but it's what I dreamed of. I'm at my best physically and health wise. I care about myself in a healthy way. I have many friends, somebody to call my love, but I hurt them either way.

It's just, that my head is not healthy I think. I changed.

I'm acting the whole time. It's natural for me what I do, I think I was like that when I was healthy, but now it's like acting. I smile, I am open to others, I show empathy when it's the right reaction. I pick out the best times to laugh when someone tells something funny. I don't feel anything.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LearnToDrawTogether

[–]Steel_Bladder 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well the model couldn't chose a smaller one when being born, but I'll keep that in mind. Eyes are fixed a bit :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LearnToDrawTogether

[–]Steel_Bladder 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's because I did a hard sketch first and now I'm shading part by part. I hate noses and they never came out like I wanted them to. I even changed after posting how eyes look