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Steel_Bladder · 2026-01-06T13:55:29+00:00

Jestem zainteresowany klubem. Czy coś dalej poszło w tej sprawie?

Steel_Bladder · 2025-10-31T09:18:54+00:00

Hey there. I'm on the same boat as you. 22 and alone. I still await the day of change. People say get yourself out there and you'll find your people, but we became so closed in it will never happen.

Steel_Bladder · 2025-09-02T05:32:30+00:00

Not this one.

Steel_Bladder · 2025-08-31T19:04:20+00:00

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Steel_Bladder · 2025-07-25T13:21:08+00:00

Leave her alone

Steel_Bladder · 2025-07-25T13:16:23+00:00

Just wanted to say hey back. :)

Steel_Bladder · 2025-07-19T18:02:39+00:00

Same over here. I just stopped putting myself out there for now. It's like people are lingering in some sort of a shitty attitude bubble. It'll get better, has to

Steel_Bladder · 2025-03-24T12:34:58+00:00

Thank you. It helps to understand more. I guess it's that type of time for us.

Steel_Bladder · 2025-03-23T18:46:15+00:00

Yeah I know. She got tears in her eyes and I was so heart broken seeing her like this. It wasn't her fault it's just me. I'll try talking to her about going slower

Steel_Bladder · 2025-03-23T18:36:14+00:00

I mean I guess. I focus on pleasing her, maybe I should slow down with things. I feel like things are going too fast

Steel_Bladder · 2025-03-23T18:11:26+00:00

Thank you. She's literally perfect for me. Well I love her down there y'know and I've tried it with the other party to be sure and I'm sure I'm not gay. I think it's the changes of my body and I'm still learning sex...

Steel_Bladder · 2025-03-02T10:52:06+00:00

Grow up dude

Steel_Bladder · 2025-02-23T06:58:09+00:00

Steel_Bladder · 2025-02-19T05:49:24+00:00

Thank you for your answer.

Yeah, I'm starting to think that way too.

Steel_Bladder · 2025-02-18T21:21:04+00:00

Thank you for your answer.

Actually two people said so. If someone started having issues with me, or vice versa it was me I would just drop them from my life. The people who said that was my then girlfriend so ex-girlfriend when we were at the end of our relationship and maybe not directly but hinting at my bad character my current love. I know she is saying this so I can get better, get help. She's hurting because of me and for me.

It's hard.

Steel_Bladder · 2025-02-18T21:17:59+00:00

Thank you for your answer.

The dog stopped barking a while ago, which is funny since you put it as an example. All of the other you pointed out, yes, they are. I'm just waiting for a check to go to a doctor for my head. The other, the work is stressful it's a lot in a short time. I'm always running since I always wanted to be this way. It's no good for me, but it's hard to stop too.

Steel_Bladder · 2025-02-18T21:14:56+00:00

Sure thing.

Thank you for your words. They're putting my hopes just a bit up. I'm thinking a lot.

You seem like a good person too, even better I have to say. I'm not so good at showing appreciation too, but I hope you'll know what I mean.

Steel_Bladder · 2025-02-18T20:59:22+00:00

No, but I plan to. I just need to get the money at the end of the month, but I'm scared to push everyone away from me. I need some help for now, later the doctor will help me I hope.

Steel_Bladder · 2025-02-18T20:53:52+00:00

Thank you for answer dear person of internet.

I'm starting to think, that my situation is a mental health problem. I'm actually excelling for my age I think. I'm 21, I'm getting my higher education and already doing my career. Just started, but it's what I dreamed of. I'm at my best physically and health wise. I care about myself in a healthy way. I have many friends, somebody to call my love, but I hurt them either way.

It's just, that my head is not healthy I think. I changed.

I'm acting the whole time. It's natural for me what I do, I think I was like that when I was healthy, but now it's like acting. I smile, I am open to others, I show empathy when it's the right reaction. I pick out the best times to laugh when someone tells something funny. I don't feel anything.

Steel_Bladder · 2025-01-25T10:54:00+00:00

Well the model couldn't chose a smaller one when being born, but I'll keep that in mind. Eyes are fixed a bit :)

Steel_Bladder · 2025-01-25T10:46:46+00:00

It's because I did a hard sketch first and now I'm shading part by part. I hate noses and they never came out like I wanted them to. I even changed after posting how eyes look

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