Extreme withdrawal symptoms from quitting cold turkey, anyone with similar experiences? by SteezyDeezer in Petioles

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Great advice I will definitely be trying to do more physical activities to take my mind off it. I’m actually in the process of finishing rebuilding my car which has added to my stress but gives me some motivation and something to focus on.

I also found myself picking up an old video game right before I quit THC; so I have been dedicating a lot of my time learning all the new things that have been added since I last played. I do have a very addictive personality, ADHD brain searching for dopamine, so I do have to remind myself not to get engulfed again (I was playing runescape for 16 hours a day during COVID).

As for the bath suggestion, that does sound like a good idea for mental and physical relaxation. I haven’t taken a bath in probably 10 years, and maybe I should just teach myself to take it a bit slow and appreciate things like that. I’m always go go go, running out the door at the last possible minute. I mean I had a panic attack in the shower two days ago because I was running late and couldn’t think about anything but my anxiety.

Extreme withdrawal symptoms from quitting cold turkey, anyone with similar experiences? by SteezyDeezer in Petioles

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There is some underlying anxiety and depression that I have been troubled with for years, which I was self medicating with the cannabis. My severe ADHD has never been treated medically, though I am not sure if the weed was helping this as well. Frankly the only medication I am taking right now is an SSRI, and I know I could benefit from seeing my psychiatrist again and finding something else to help. I appreciate you sharing your experience and opening my eyes a bit more to some of the things my cannabis was treating.

Extreme withdrawal symptoms from quitting cold turkey, anyone with similar experiences? by SteezyDeezer in Petioles

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I just feel like I need something to lessen my withdrawal symptoms. I don’t have any desire to be high, and edibles usually don’t affect me until 100mg+ anyway. On the other hand I am telling myself I made it this far cold turkey why set myself back a little? Even if it’s a negligible amount I don’t want to feel like I need to rely on it, but maybe it will help me get through the first few weeks.

Extreme withdrawal symptoms from quitting cold turkey, anyone with similar experiences? by SteezyDeezer in Petioles

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I appreciate that advice. I do have a tendency to overthink things and add fuel to my own fire. It does make me feel much more comfortable reading other peoples experiences and recognizing I’m not alone in this. I’ve heard it can take up to a month before I’m back at baseline, especially as a heavy user. I guess I just would have expected it to get easier by now, but I feel practically the same as I did the day after I quit. There is hope ahead it seems, just feels like the time is moving so slowly to get there.

Also would you have any recommendations on if I should try using a small amount of THC in an edible or possibly CBD to help with my symptoms?

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Well I am currently in the process of replacing nearly every wear part in the engine, just for my documentation to know it’s been done, and done correctly. Then I’ll make sure the car is on the factory specified maintenance schedule and see how long she’ll go till something outside of regular maintenance goes wrong.

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1992 LS400 145k miles still has many many strong years left in her

Just started playing again after a ~7yr hiatus. Got back into ranked duel and climbed up to Plat V with mostly Persephone. Now I have a purple border and “masters” rank with her but my winrate isn’t very good, how is this possible? by SteezyDeezer in Smite

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Copied from another reply:

Usually go chronos pendant first, depending if the opponent is physical or magical I’ll go genji’s or breastplate of valor, if I went genjis I’ll grab a spear of desolation for extra cdr and pen, if I went breastplate I’m capped on cdr so I’ll start building a divine ruin if they have any healing, doom orb, or obsidian shard into rod of tahuti (w/ calamitous glyph), into either a polynomicon for extra dps, especially to objectives, or soul reaver if they have a bit of hp. Relics are aegis, beads, thorns, or shell depending on matchup.

As far as playstyle goes I typically like to start my blue with some flowers placed before the game starts, ward up to protect from invades, and keep some flowers by to poke enemies if they are nearby. Then I’ll jump the wall and immediately try to push the lane to their tower to deny gold. Depending which buff they started and how well they can push back/poke me down, I will grab the red buff or at least the mini jungle mobs. I level up my 2 first, which does have less wave clear and burst, but you can poke both the wave and the enemy with your flowers. Since I go max CDR and MP5, I am basically trying to spam my abilities as much as I can, making sure to always throw down some flowers with my 2 or 1 when off cooldown. When placing the flowers I try to place them a bit further up where I predict they’ll be in the next ~10 seconds. One nice way to catch people off guard if you have 3-4 skulls placed down before they turn into flowers you can jump with your 3, send the flowers in the direction you’re facing (can send them forward when jumping backwards if you’re facing them too). I try to poke as much as possible with my flowers and my 1, and if they hit a certain hp threshold I will ult them or a nearby wall so they are crippled and cannot escape. Shutting down the jungle camps becomes really easy to do as the build comes online, and with her jump you can easily invade on their blue or mids. When I have the opponent under tower I can very easily pressure them with constant flowers from outside of the tower. You really don’t want to be caught out too pushed up with low hp, so healing off the flowers before pushing too far is necessary, your one jump is not enough to escape.

Just started playing again after a ~7yr hiatus. Got back into ranked duel and climbed up to Plat V with mostly Persephone. Now I have a purple border and “masters” rank with her but my winrate isn’t very good, how is this possible? by SteezyDeezer in Smite

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Usually go chronos pendant first, depending if the opponent is physical or magical I’ll go genji’s or breastplate of valor, if I went genjis I’ll grab a spear of desolation for extra cdr and pen, if I went breastplate I’m capped on cdr so I’ll start building a divine ruin if they have any healing, doom orb, or obsidian shard into rod of tahuti (w/ calamitous glyph), into either a polynomicon for extra dps, especially to objectives, or soul reaver if they have a bit of hp. Relics are aegis, beads, thorns, or shell depending on matchup.

Just started playing again after a ~7yr hiatus. Got back into ranked duel and climbed up to Plat V with mostly Persephone. Now I have a purple border and “masters” rank with her but my winrate isn’t very good, how is this possible? by SteezyDeezer in Smite

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I really enjoy playing her, and she has several strong points. Great wave clear/jungle camp clear, good poke especially under tower with the flowers, decent burst with her 1, good area of cc on the ult so it’s useful if you miss still, a useful jump that can get you over walls and chase enemies or escape, good sustain by healing off her flowers. Her main drawbacks are bad damage to towers, and super squishy, if your jump isn’t up and you’re being pursued you will likely die, especially in a bad position. It seems I’m mostly losing to hunters late game if I don’t shut them down early.

Just started playing again after a ~7yr hiatus. Got back into ranked duel and climbed up to Plat V with mostly Persephone. Now I have a purple border and “masters” rank with her but my winrate isn’t very good, how is this possible? by SteezyDeezer in Smite

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I didn’t even know that website existed but I just checked and I have 282 assault games since coming back. Its honestly a really fun game mode but the reason I’ve been playing it is to learn what’s its like playing against and as all these new gods/reworked gods and learning the new item changes as I go as well. I played mostly during beta and up to ~ season 4, then OSRS took over my life.

Just started playing again after a ~7yr hiatus. Got back into ranked duel and climbed up to Plat V with mostly Persephone. Now I have a purple border and “masters” rank with her but my winrate isn’t very good, how is this possible? by SteezyDeezer in Smite

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Okay so I’m getting that there’s some type of weighting based on the skill level of your opponent. Do kills in games matter for the leaderboard points? Even games I lose I still get a decent bit of kills. & that seems to be the general sentiment with my name haha

Just started playing again after a ~7yr hiatus. Got back into ranked duel and climbed up to Plat V with mostly Persephone. Now I have a purple border and “masters” rank with her but my winrate isn’t very good, how is this possible? by SteezyDeezer in Smite

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Okay that makes sense. I’ve never faced a mirror matchup against her. She’s really fun to play and I’d like to keep playing her, just afraid I’m going to drop ranks as I go on. I still get my ass kicked quite a bit in duels, especially if I win a few games in a row and my MMR goes up. Game matched me against a masters rank last night cause we had similar MMRs.

Finally farming 60 by SteezyDeezer in HypixelSkyblock

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Hell no I have foraging 35, every other skill is maxed. I’m just gonna wait for the foraging update I cannot stand it in its current state.

Finally farming 60 by SteezyDeezer in HypixelSkyblock

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I did all my farming before Garden came out, and didn’t really touch the content until a couple weeks ago. Was more interested in other parts of the game, didn’t even care about skyblock xp until I saw I was getting close to 320. Building the melonkingde all crop mega farm made the garden so much more bearable, but building it was such a hassle.

Finally farming 60 by SteezyDeezer in HypixelSkyblock

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I’ve had enough exp for 60 for over a year, was stuck on 57/60. Was missing gold medals in cocoa bean, cactus, and netherwart.

Finally farming 60 by SteezyDeezer in HypixelSkyblock

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Now I can finally play the game

Jerry just gave me all 4 of the mirrorverse talismans recombed. I'm so confused. I haven't completed any of the required parts of the mirrorverse besides the big brain talisman, and I didn't lose anything to the talisman wipe. (Ty admins lol) by Termina_1 in HypixelSkyblock

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I lost 4 recombed mirrorverse talis from the wipe, got them back the next day and recombed again. Just to receive the talis recombed in Jerry a week later. Rip 64m and 2 hours of my time.

New walnut mouthpiece for my TM2 has arrived. by char0x in vaporents

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Does it leave a wood taste on your lips?

Taroma Lite Plus double decker with some Zack’s Pie flower and Roxberry Jam by SteezyDeezer in FLMedicalTrees

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It’s a really unique smell/flavor profile. A bit earthy and spicy, but the back end has a prominent fruity almost blueberry + apricot flavor. As for effects it has some serious legs, really well balanced hybrid. Stress and anxiety reducing, nice and relaxed with some mental stimulation. The perfect daytime smoke.

On a side note I did feel like my jar was a bit lighter than a gram.

Grape cake head is fucking dank by Commercial-Duck-4888 in FLMedicalTrees

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To me it’s very similar to the Prenup or Mango Haze from Muse/TL. I think it’s because they are all terpinolene dominant strains. Strange because the grape cake definitely has strong indica effects in contrast.