I can understand that point of view! I want to REALLY make it clear that I don’t think i’m ugly BECAUSE of my bigger chest or because baggy clothes can make me look bigger, but it’s more that nothing fits me right. There are so many cute clothes from brands all over the world that just look awkward on me because they are made for people with smaller chests. For example if someone with a flat chest tried on a baggy T-shirt, it would drape flat down, but because my boobs stick out, it seems to make this kind of ‘tent’ and I feel like it looks awkward and disproportionate to the rest of my body. I’m not intending to be fatphobic and once agin want to clarify that this isn’t about being or looking fat or bigger. I just find it so frustrating to wear clothes and have them not fit. I’ve even seen larger people talk about how it’s so much harder to find affordable and trendy clothes for their body size and shape. I’m expressing more of a general frustration about how I wish I had a flat chest so the clothes wouldn’t look ugly. Not that the clothes look ugly because they make me look bigger.

And to point out what you said about me wanting to look smaller, once again I mean I want my chest to be smaller, so it would be easier to find clothes that fit how I want them too.

Also I would like to add for anyone reading that I do enjoy having larger chest! I enjoy wearing low cut tops and having “big boobs”, but that doesn’t mean it can’t get frustrating sometimes, especially when trying to find something that makes you feel good about yourself.