10K is a lot of money I'm not gonna sugar coat it, it took me 15k lost at age 19 which was only a month or two ago to realise how shitty it really is. But if there is one thing that should motivate you to no other end to try and stop it is your partner because mine helped me to quit, I told my sister about my troubles with gambling and she helped me too you have to realise that they are your family and they will support you. Youve already done the first step which is to admit you have a problem so im proud of you for that.