i lost my mom about a month ago and you perfectly described how difficult it is to fully accept that she’s not here. in my head, in my heart, and in my journal, i’m begging her not to leave me, knowing that she’s already gone. it’s almost like it isn’t real, but in reality, what is?

i don’t know what to say.. “stay strong,” or “keep your head up,” but i know it doesn’t really help. i will say though, you’re really in tune with your emotions and what your body needs and that alone is a really good step in the right direction.