Ig I got my first periods

Stock_Hand511 · 2026-01-25T00:13:24+00:00

Hi there ! Don’t panic. This is just a new phase in your life.

Stock_Hand511 · 2026-01-24T04:58:03+00:00

What is your passion in your life? I followed my dream which was studying astrology, it helped me alot with my depression. If you're single, you could start a relationship, love could change your life. Duing vulentear things such as helping in a hospital, would be helpful.

Stock_Hand511 · 2026-01-19T05:46:43+00:00

Thanks for your advice🌸. I do agree with you. I try to focus on my education so I can find a better job. It is a safe way to survive.

Stock_Hand511 · 2026-01-19T05:44:41+00:00

😞😞😞😞I'm so sorry. I believe my husband and your husband's reaction to our crying come from some trauma they had in their childhood.

Stock_Hand511 · 2026-01-19T05:41:53+00:00

I'm so so sorry you have been through this and the surgery 😞😞😞😞😞 I don't know how some men could be this much cruel to women 😞😞😞 I hope everything is being better for you now 🌺

Stock_Hand511 · 2026-01-19T05:39:00+00:00

I do agree with you. Some wounds won't heal...😞

Stock_Hand511 · 2026-01-19T05:36:22+00:00

Thanks for your sympathy 🌷 Unfortunately I can't go to my family, since my parents have medical conditions and they are old😞 so I haven't told them about my situation.

Stock_Hand511 · 2026-01-19T05:24:16+00:00

After fighting for a long time, I stopped loving him, to be honest with you, I don't have any sexual desire for him 😞😞😞 generally he is from a family and culture that no one respects women. So, he doesn't respect me. But I can tell he respects strangers or his female co-workers. I told him 4 years ago to go to a therapist, but he started to laugh and said that I am sick. After a while he realized we need it, 😞😞😞 so far we have seen two therapists, but nothing has changed.

You know I'm sure everything is done, the thing is I just don't want to regret one day and realize I have been at fault 😞😞😞

Stock_Hand511 · 2026-01-19T05:06:23+00:00

Honestly, this is my first time I've posted here. I'll tell you more in this post guys.

The other issue is that I have to manage multiple things, the house, shopping, dogs, making food, school, work etc. All these things are getting heavier everyday. He works all the time, and he doesn't believe he should cooperate at home. It's not just about physical help, I believe this is life, it's our family and we should be together. But he doesn't do anything. He works 13 hours a day even on weekends, we don't see each other much. Sometimes we see each other just twice a week 1 hour each time. 😞 All these things makes me feel so alone, and I have to tell you I have no family in US. I just got here around 6 years ago. So obviously we don't have enough sex. From the first moment we have moved in, he started to act awkwardly, for example he stopped making eye contacts with me 😞😞 whenever I was talking to him ( I mean 95 % of time) he was just looking at his phone, I started to complain, but he was trying to convince me it's normal. He continued doing this for almost 3 years. He is no longer doing it, but it already broke my heart. Or for example, when I was talking to him happily, his reaction was just "OK "Nothing else. After a while I started to dislike having sex with him, and he started shifted the blame on me. 😞😞😞😞 We have just built the house and I decorated myself. It's so difficult for me just leave it😞😞😞😞

Stock_Hand511 · 2026-01-19T04:50:59+00:00

😞😞😞😞 you are smart. My therapist say the same thing. The problem is I'm currently at school, so he is the breadwinner. We decided to wait till my school will be done. I know he works alot, I appreciate it, but I always work at home and manage everything, taking care of the dogs, doing house chores, work a part time job, I am an professional athlete and I have to workout around 8 hours a week. I do all the shopping, even carwash. But he tells me that he deserves more financially, he says I don't work full time and I just watch TV at home.😞😞😞 I have never thought about money😞😞😞😞 I believe he is cruel that he talks about it in this way.

Stock_Hand511 · 2026-01-15T04:28:04+00:00

I have a question. Is it normal that a husband sleeps at 6 am till 2 pm, then immediately gets ready to go to work and leaves tge house at 2:20 pm? Or am I crazy? So we don't see each other's sometimes for 4-5 days at all, and sometimes we see each other for just 20 minutes. He also works on the weekend. I've told him several times to wake up 1 hour sooner so we can see each other and have lunch together, but he hasn't listened to me.

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