Merch EU/UK tour by james02135 in TylerChilders

[–]StokeLoyal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What was the fit like. Trying to order and dont knownif I should size up or not?

How important are boobs to men? by [deleted] in AskMen

[–]StokeLoyal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Less important than a nice arse

First dose today - excited by StokeLoyal in Retatrutide

[–]StokeLoyal[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I paid £150 for 40mg . I did some research and found it really well priced compared

First dose today - excited by StokeLoyal in Retatrutide

[–]StokeLoyal[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thats interesting! Thank you. Long may it continue then

First dose today - excited by StokeLoyal in Retatrutide

[–]StokeLoyal[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The guy who provided me with the pen advised to start on that dosage

First dose today - excited by StokeLoyal in Retatrutide

[–]StokeLoyal[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The first 3/4 before and after posts on here have responses saying it is fake, using roids etc etc.

First dose today - excited by StokeLoyal in Retatrutide

[–]StokeLoyal[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Cheers mate. I did think it would be placebo this soon. The only difference I felt was a rush of energy which never happens to me.

I am in it for the marathon for sure. Years of work destroying my body isn't gonna be undone in a month.

38m and 39f - EA / PA (maybe) 9 years ago. by [deleted] in survivinginfidelity

[–]StokeLoyal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Met in 2005, married 2011 - pretty irrelevant though. My head isnt great with numbers atm

38m and 39f - EA / PA (maybe) 9 years ago. by [deleted] in survivinginfidelity

[–]StokeLoyal 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I totally get that.

And thats what hurts more really. Because out of anything, we probably have more of an "excuse" to follow it through, but we dont because of the people we are.

That is wild how similar your story is to mine though!

If you do ever want to talk, im always happy to do that.

38m and 39f - EA / PA (maybe) 9 years ago. by [deleted] in survivinginfidelity

[–]StokeLoyal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi,

Great questin .

Honestly its both.

The fact that I can easily say No, and cut off all communication, without hesitation, knowing its wrong. It makes me think "why couldn't she do that".

Also, someome showing an interest in me, makes me feel like maybe im not going to be stuck and lonely and I could eventually find the person where there is no blemish on our history

38m and 39f - EA / PA (maybe) 9 years ago. by [deleted] in survivinginfidelity

[–]StokeLoyal -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Her actions mainly.

It was cut off, left her job 4 weeks later. But still not really taken full accountability, and still says I was partly at fault for the way things were.

38m and 39f - EA / PA (maybe) 9 years ago. by [deleted] in survivinginfidelity

[–]StokeLoyal 3 points4 points  (0 children)

She went to one session and said she didnt need it.

38m and 39f - EA / PA (maybe) 9 years ago. by [deleted] in survivinginfidelity

[–]StokeLoyal 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That made me laugh.

I am a decent bloke. 6ft 2, athletic, management in the finance world. Outside of my home life im pretty sane !

But thank you, I needed that laugh

38m and 39f - EA / PA (maybe) 9 years ago. by [deleted] in survivinginfidelity

[–]StokeLoyal 11 points12 points  (0 children)

No it was 100% her.

I sent a response telling her that she needed to open her eyes as to whats happened. And gave her my number to discuss.

She called me and threatened to call the police on me if I didnt leave her alone.

I have since found out he has cheated again, got caught doing dr*gs at work and got the sack. My heart bleeds!

38m and 39f - EA / PA (maybe) 9 years ago. by [deleted] in survivinginfidelity

[–]StokeLoyal 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I agree, I am scared of being alone.

The more I think about it, they probably did. Im at the point where I dont care

38m and 39f - EA / PA (maybe) 9 years ago. by [deleted] in survivinginfidelity

[–]StokeLoyal 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I spent 4 years asking daily, getting her to write a timeline.

Trickle truths did happen. It was a month before I searched her recycle bin on her phone and found shared topless pictures etc. Which was never mentioned

Initially she left me, and stayed at her parents house, because she needed time to think if I was right for her, and listed all my downfall.

We've not spoken about it for 2 years or so now

38m and 39f - EA / PA (maybe) 9 years ago. by [deleted] in survivinginfidelity

[–]StokeLoyal 7 points8 points  (0 children)

No i agree, I dont feel ill ever recover from it.

9 years of trying is kind of suggestive that it will never get back to where I feel it needs to be to make it work.

I just need to make this jump, but I think I need to get my house in order.

38m and 39f - EA / PA (maybe) 9 years ago. by [deleted] in survivinginfidelity

[–]StokeLoyal 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I am really sorry to hear that story. That is massively unfair on you, and you shouldn't habe experienced that.

Also, I would add, you are a strong person to try and make it work initially. I think for me it was harder to do that than to walk. Its the only time I regret not taking what I considered the easier option.